09-21-2012, 08:16 PM
Sorry for the lack of updates, I came down with a cold around the same time that I began this, which was interfering with my ability to remain alert during school hours much less afterwards.
Because of said cold I can not be certain that any physical effects I previously reported were from the subs or just the cold. I am still not completely over the cold.
I'm not sure if it's necessarily a result of the subliminals or if I'm just opening up to my cosmetology class more quickly due to their apparent total acceptance of me, but I have been becoming much more quickly able to speak my mind and less hesitant to open up to my fellow students and the instructors at the beauty school I am attending than I have EVER been in the past. I'm being as open with them as I am with people I've known my entire life and as I am online.
I'm also not fretting about my body image issues to near the same degree as I had been prior to beginning these subliminals.
I still continue to doubt myself and beat myself up about things I cannot really control just as much as ever, however.
I will continue listening to the subliminals for the full recommended 90 days and I'll try to report anything unusual for me with as great of regularity as possible.
I do need to make an admission, I am pulling a naughty girl. I'm also listening to ESE at the same time. I know I'm not SUPPOSED to mix any other subs with ESC, but... Well, they're kinda very similar in purpose, but targetting slightly different points of the same set of issues. I think they're compatible enough not to really compete, and their coexistence may even prove to be cooperative.
I need to thank Shannon et al for deciding to allow "$0" for the name your own price special on the ESE promotion... I am currently a very very broke student with no means to pay for anything, and this little experiment is hardly anything I'd warrant spending what little I have at this time on. And that last sentence is so awkward, but I can't for the life of me think of a better way of phrasing it.
I'm still not entirely convinced of his programs, but I am giving them a fair go. At least as fair as I am able.
Because of said cold I can not be certain that any physical effects I previously reported were from the subs or just the cold. I am still not completely over the cold.
I'm not sure if it's necessarily a result of the subliminals or if I'm just opening up to my cosmetology class more quickly due to their apparent total acceptance of me, but I have been becoming much more quickly able to speak my mind and less hesitant to open up to my fellow students and the instructors at the beauty school I am attending than I have EVER been in the past. I'm being as open with them as I am with people I've known my entire life and as I am online.
I'm also not fretting about my body image issues to near the same degree as I had been prior to beginning these subliminals.
I still continue to doubt myself and beat myself up about things I cannot really control just as much as ever, however.
I will continue listening to the subliminals for the full recommended 90 days and I'll try to report anything unusual for me with as great of regularity as possible.
I do need to make an admission, I am pulling a naughty girl. I'm also listening to ESE at the same time. I know I'm not SUPPOSED to mix any other subs with ESC, but... Well, they're kinda very similar in purpose, but targetting slightly different points of the same set of issues. I think they're compatible enough not to really compete, and their coexistence may even prove to be cooperative.
I need to thank Shannon et al for deciding to allow "$0" for the name your own price special on the ESE promotion... I am currently a very very broke student with no means to pay for anything, and this little experiment is hardly anything I'd warrant spending what little I have at this time on. And that last sentence is so awkward, but I can't for the life of me think of a better way of phrasing it.
I'm still not entirely convinced of his programs, but I am giving them a fair go. At least as fair as I am able.
