03-24-2025, 02:45 PM
OSC + DRS v2, Day 47
So the above mentioned chick we discussed with 4kingdoms just dropped a couple doozies: she apparently "enjoys breaking societal rules from time to time" and "enjoys going to a naked spa" thingy on occasion. Maybe I shall join her upon a day, haha!
By the by, the entire community we're a part of is starting to grow into a real rag-tag group of disavowed misfits, haha. I'm lovin' it. We can be open with each other and have each others' backs without going all soft on one another as well because it's not our style.
I got a touch of a headache which I think may have actually been a headache-headache, not a sub-related headache, because I'm testing various dosages of taladafil on myself to see how I react physically to them before employing them for sexy-times. 10 mg was very smooth, 20 mg actually seems to have made me a bit woozy there for an hour or two. I'm not trying higher doses because that's counterindicated by penis-doctors. But it does appear to actually have a noticeable physical effect for about 36 hours or so. I'm gonna use be using it in case of dirty deeds happening prior to the release of OED 6G - although it's mostly for my mental comfort than actual, like, physical impotence.
I did have moments when I felt a little bit light-headed and had some hints of still releasing anger, here and there. Took the time today to think about things and stuff, getting back to work on the morrow.
Had a great singing practice session today to boot. I just need to keep reminding myself that yes, I *am* an expert in this belcanto thing - I've been doing this crap for the past *15* years, day in, day out, and some people still treat me as if they know better while they don't. And I know my vocal capabilities and the physiological mechanisms behind my particular voice and body way better than any darn outside smartass, oy, because it's *my* body and *my* voice.
So the above mentioned chick we discussed with 4kingdoms just dropped a couple doozies: she apparently "enjoys breaking societal rules from time to time" and "enjoys going to a naked spa" thingy on occasion. Maybe I shall join her upon a day, haha!
By the by, the entire community we're a part of is starting to grow into a real rag-tag group of disavowed misfits, haha. I'm lovin' it. We can be open with each other and have each others' backs without going all soft on one another as well because it's not our style.
I got a touch of a headache which I think may have actually been a headache-headache, not a sub-related headache, because I'm testing various dosages of taladafil on myself to see how I react physically to them before employing them for sexy-times. 10 mg was very smooth, 20 mg actually seems to have made me a bit woozy there for an hour or two. I'm not trying higher doses because that's counterindicated by penis-doctors. But it does appear to actually have a noticeable physical effect for about 36 hours or so. I'm gonna use be using it in case of dirty deeds happening prior to the release of OED 6G - although it's mostly for my mental comfort than actual, like, physical impotence.
I did have moments when I felt a little bit light-headed and had some hints of still releasing anger, here and there. Took the time today to think about things and stuff, getting back to work on the morrow.
Had a great singing practice session today to boot. I just need to keep reminding myself that yes, I *am* an expert in this belcanto thing - I've been doing this crap for the past *15* years, day in, day out, and some people still treat me as if they know better while they don't. And I know my vocal capabilities and the physiological mechanisms behind my particular voice and body way better than any darn outside smartass, oy, because it's *my* body and *my* voice.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
