Last night in bed I become aware of a Masculine feeling in the background that I wasn't noticing, and I realized how much I like this feeling and its one big reason I keep going back to Masculinity programs, as I want it at a much deeper level and have it be consistent.
I'm getting really pissed off at a certain thing today constantly being pushed in society and appearing in even more places, that is completely fucked up. I've written or posted several comments online today and then deleted them.
With it brings some feelings of hopelessness and rage, in that I can't do anything about this shit.. nor am I seeking it out but the idiots pushing it make sure we can't get away from it.
Certain things are pushed, yet REAL Masculinity is attacked from every direction but that seems okay by society. It reminds me of when I did a speech on Masculinity and several people were pissed off and I was told that it was 'too controversial' yet it wasn't at all and there are much more crazy things on the other end of things. It's only controversial because society is lost and moving towards destruction and ruining everything good, constructive etc.
I'm feeling like I should do another Masculinity speech soon, though that feeling may change when I start using OGSF because i'll be less being pushed towards this than on PM. But it could also hopefully deal with fears and other things that are limiting this expression also.
I was feeling what I called my 'stress bucket' almost getting overfilled and wanting to goto my coping mechanisms. But I will interrupt that and channel it into doing a workout.
I'm getting really pissed off at a certain thing today constantly being pushed in society and appearing in even more places, that is completely fucked up. I've written or posted several comments online today and then deleted them.
With it brings some feelings of hopelessness and rage, in that I can't do anything about this shit.. nor am I seeking it out but the idiots pushing it make sure we can't get away from it.
Certain things are pushed, yet REAL Masculinity is attacked from every direction but that seems okay by society. It reminds me of when I did a speech on Masculinity and several people were pissed off and I was told that it was 'too controversial' yet it wasn't at all and there are much more crazy things on the other end of things. It's only controversial because society is lost and moving towards destruction and ruining everything good, constructive etc.
I'm feeling like I should do another Masculinity speech soon, though that feeling may change when I start using OGSF because i'll be less being pushed towards this than on PM. But it could also hopefully deal with fears and other things that are limiting this expression also.
I was feeling what I called my 'stress bucket' almost getting overfilled and wanting to goto my coping mechanisms. But I will interrupt that and channel it into doing a workout.
