OSC 6G

[User_000]

Can't say for sure how did affect the trauma since it changed my life in very subtle ways i can't even realize, like becoming more sensitive, fearful, avoidant, who knows what else trauma can do to fuck my life, what is clear is that i tend to believe i'm going to die (at least my body) whenever someone speaks about stuff like internal organs, illnesses related to that, things that involve blood in other words (show me images and it gets worse) and my body respond by making me pass out but not without feeling lots of anxiety, sweat cold, getting pale and whatever, at this day i haven't deal with that issue, the programs make me more resistant to anxiety so i don't pass out again or i'm able to divert the attention to something else (this is OSC case), but is still there. This is the most heavy shit trauma can do, the other programs might have help improve something else aside from my resistance to anxiety but it's been years dealing with this so maybe i forgot or became normal so i didn't realize, i'm still kind of fearful, avoidant and wary though, maybe not that much as before.