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OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-06-2025
I was looking forward to 6G so here are my first impressions.
What happened when i was listening the audio? nothing, didn't feel anything at all.
After that i went on a walk as usual, this is where it gets interesting, if i didn't know how i behave and didn't fear to be seen by others i wouldn't have noticed but thing is i just didn't care at all, to the point it felt natural as if i was used to it, normally i would be hypervigilant and that would reflect on my way of walking but today i just don't care and my steps were natural.
The only feeling i'm getting from this is "refreshed" aside from that nothing else.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-12-2025
Just my luck, got sick the day i started with OSC, maybe it's just a coincidence or maybe a cleanup of my baggage who knows. Now i come to realise why programs like OGSF can't be replaced, being sick reminded me of my own fragility, i like to mock death since i have a very pessimistic perception of life but the pain before death just give me chills (i'm just pessimistic, i'm not actually dying), i feel the danger and the hopelessness then fear invades me and yet for some reason i just didn't care that much, i might think life is shit but i still believe somehow is still worth yet if my time comes then so be it. The fear might remain there but probably OSC is boosting something inside me to just trying to accept and forget about it. Well let's see how this goes with OGSF 6G. Can't say more since i've been resting for the last week.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-15-2025
If i have to describe my time with OSC it will be "don't care", compulsive thoughts? plenty, but don't trigger fear, instead trigger war mode, just battle inside my thoughts. Not overthinking my words just saying what comes to mind, hell i even forget to lock the screen sometimes (since i want no one to peek my stuff eventhough probably is not gonna happen). I'm even starting to think to be more active in my life (depression handle that) and for some reason i don't believe it will be that bad, let's see if i don't give a fuck in the future as usual.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-18-2025
After getting over with my ailment my sex drive increased a LOT, then my monk mind comes over to try to remind me that i need no women in my life, it's hard to endure when i'm horny as hell, no depression stopping me for the moment, this time i'm the one who is stopping me, god give me strength. Maybe my pent up desires are getting out since depression is no longer there but i don't recall sex drive being like this since my teenager days.
RE: OSC 6G - Benjamin - 02-18-2025
Interesting, that does make sense as depression basically drains your 'energy'.
Are you saying that since using OSC your depression has improved this much?
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-18-2025
I wouldn't say that, i'm not even diagnosed with depression, just saying i don't give much of a fuck about life since i have a very pessimistic attitude towards everything, fear based or not i still believe life consist only to be born and then die, everything else is a bonus. If this is fear based then i shall see what happens with OGSF 6G but do not take me seriously when talking about depression. Though the increase of sex drive might indicates something about it but since pondering about that won't do me any good i'm not trying to find an explanation.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-19-2025
Well well well, depressive shit tries to kick in again, at first it was getting to me but now i understand, what i call depression is nothing more than my own lacks and the response is carried by displaying intense sadness over not getting what i want but even if i get it doesn't change anything, i'm being miserable as always but thats because i was searching what i lack from the outside, in truth i don't need anything from the outside, i was just brainwashed and behaving like a spoiled brat, time to grow up.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-23-2025
Fucking symptoms kept me waiting, still, nothing compared to the time i was using OFv3, very slight as far as i can tell, don't make me feel like shit that much.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 02-27-2025
Never trust my subconscious again when i feel like using hybrid, that triggered the symptoms, now i'm fine back at ultrasonic.
So far my experience is feeling better at things i like while giving a damn about stuff i don't care, like socializing, actually people act cold towards me since i don't show any kind of interest, that's because a part of me still believes that i need to be socially accepted but now i just don't care, it's just fair to treat me like that since i do that as well.
My hornyness is stable now, looks like i was swayed by emotions to try to avoid negative feelings but now i'm rational again.
RE: OSC 6G - Shannon - 02-28-2025
OSC does not use AutoConfig. We will only enable that in 6G if the standard mode needs it. I don't think it will. So the rule of thumb for 6G is, always use Ultrasonic unless you have a very good reason why you can't. If you do, then use Masked format for at least a month and ONLY if that fails to produce results, then try Hybrid. I believe that Hybrid is almost always going to be overkill in 6G. If that turns out to be the case, we will discontinue it. For now, we are still discovering 6G.
Interesting to follow your journal here.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 03-04-2025
Don't know when it started, since a long time i had this belief that i need to look serious to avoid people see me as an idiot but that belief is going to hell, now i feel like going out wearing a shirt that has written "sexual instructor" "i'm scared of women" "pornhub" just because i think that would be funny, just need to buy that. Also i'm starting to give a fuck about morals related to sexual stuff, if i want to display a naked anime figure with gigantic breasts in my room then i'm doing it (need to buy those as well), fuck everyone who doesn't like it, as if they haven't watched a naked women in their life or their own body. Why everything is related to sexual stuff? no idea it just makes me feel better to stop hiding my "stupidity"
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 03-04-2025
I'm just noticing how the influence of the people surrounding me since childhood is vanishing, even if those are just memories the way how they manipulated my life had a huge impact, first, believing someone is always watching me so they can scorn me for whatever, second, always trying to tell me how to live, you need to make friends, you need to obey, you need to fear, you need to behave, no surprise why i hate people, i don't even need to hide my misanthropy anymore or to put it simple, I treat animals and objects more humanely than people, i just hate the human being and their idiocy, i know i'm not better but at least i don't try to avoid it, i also know not everyone is like this but i lost faith in humanity so that's it, this sounds horrible as hell but this are my most sincere thoughts, the ones i could never express and i don't intend to change that since there doesn't seems to be a way to do so, i also don't intend to burn the village as they say, i know is already burning so i'm just chilling and living my way, back to what i was just talking about, i just realized i don't feel someone is watching me and if someone scorn me i just don't care, if someone tries to tell me how i should live i just don't care, if someone tries to be friends with me i just don't care, there is a phrase that describe my situation: The more I socialize, the more I love my dog. This is the last time i post something like this.
RE: OSC 6G - Shannon - 03-04-2025
Humanity can be very disappointing indeed. But there are examples outside that too.
How do you like the transformation you see with OSC? It seems to be working well for you.
RE: OSC 6G - User_000 - 03-05-2025
Yeah i know there are nice people out there, sometimes i just complain because of anger or stop caring, just yesterday after getting all pessimistic i got in touch with a good friend and it was very nice (give me hope)
To be honest i didn't knew what to expect, i know i'm not that friendly or outgoing or motivated so maybe the changes would be subtle and here i am giving a fuck about stuff i cared so much in the past that was screwing my life, i don't even feel the effort so is pretty nice, 6G is something else indeed. I can only say: Thank you, truly.