Last night after interrupting things I had this strong urge to do 10 loops, seriously, it seemed like the usual urge. Then in the morning I was like "I have to stop it playing" and I realized it only played 4 cos of a weird thing with playlists in vlc on my phone, but 4 seemed okay. And tonight my urge is back at 4 loops.
I went to the doctor, felt like my energy was down a bit cos of the porn binge, and I seemed to be projecting a weird kind of vibe. Partly the PM vibe, partly a weird vibe due to the porn.
The woman that I checked in with gave me a weird response. The doctor was okay, he had a cute medical student in with him and she would smile when I looked at her, I chatted to her briefly. I wouldn't say anything past just being friendly.
I went out to pay and was lined up, there was this older guy next to me and I was getting a weird vibe from me like he was intimidated. I was standing there with my arms crossed, it seemed like he was intimidated when I would look at him or near him and was also looking at my arms.. I got a weird response like he was worried when I looked at him so i just said "how's it going" then I tried not to keep looking at him.
There was him and another guy in front of me, but the weird thing here is he said "you can go first" then the other guy said the same also. Interesting, that generally doesn't happen to me.
I went home straight after so nothing else to report, but I thought it made sense to comment on that.
I went to the doctor, felt like my energy was down a bit cos of the porn binge, and I seemed to be projecting a weird kind of vibe. Partly the PM vibe, partly a weird vibe due to the porn.
The woman that I checked in with gave me a weird response. The doctor was okay, he had a cute medical student in with him and she would smile when I looked at her, I chatted to her briefly. I wouldn't say anything past just being friendly.
I went out to pay and was lined up, there was this older guy next to me and I was getting a weird vibe from me like he was intimidated. I was standing there with my arms crossed, it seemed like he was intimidated when I would look at him or near him and was also looking at my arms.. I got a weird response like he was worried when I looked at him so i just said "how's it going" then I tried not to keep looking at him.
There was him and another guy in front of me, but the weird thing here is he said "you can go first" then the other guy said the same also. Interesting, that generally doesn't happen to me.
I went home straight after so nothing else to report, but I thought it made sense to comment on that.
