@ncbeareatingman Thanks for the kind words man!
The bloom continues to be awesome. Realizing that all I ever wanted was love. I haven’t fully achieved it but I’m getting tastes of the full thing and its like you’ve already won and nobody can take it from you. For me it’s also a feeling of having an impact on the world, a sense of clarity and focus. Of being here. A recognition that I have free will and can go anywhere and do anything I want. Freedom.
Also having more self awareness about the negative parts of me. There is part of me that feels envious like other people have something I don’t.
The bloom continues to be awesome. Realizing that all I ever wanted was love. I haven’t fully achieved it but I’m getting tastes of the full thing and its like you’ve already won and nobody can take it from you. For me it’s also a feeling of having an impact on the world, a sense of clarity and focus. Of being here. A recognition that I have free will and can go anywhere and do anything I want. Freedom.
Also having more self awareness about the negative parts of me. There is part of me that feels envious like other people have something I don’t.
