A few days ago I was thinking "Wow, this is noticably more powerful than OGSF v2" in a subtle way but like it was just more natural in what it was doing.
Now a few days later i'm not really feeling any effects, I was getting annoyed and I think I realized what happened which I will explore.
When I noticed how good it was going and thinking about how it was directing me away from bs like social media and random bs online and how good it was, aswell as the other results, something in my mind said "no, don't tell me what to do, I don't like being told what to do" directed at PM, I tried to talk to it saying "Well, I like these results and I want these results so I choose to accept them".
But the last few days I haven't been feeling much from it, and it makes sense it might trace back to that. The looking at bs online has come back in force.
Also it seems to coincide with increasing the amount of loops. Doing 1 loop, and then even 1 at night and 1 through the day was fine. But the day I added one extra loop through the day it started to lessen, and now i'm doing 3 at night, 1 through the day as that's what i'm being guided to. But as i've increased it i'm noticing less results. Yet other than a brief "I should go back to 1 loop" i'm still getting the urge to continue at this level of listening.
Also not feeling the best after what happened on the weekend, still fairly tired. I woke up feeling good yesterday but quickly got quite tired, today I woke up feeling even better but a few hours later felt lightheaded. I know something is going on physically.. but I also wonder if it's 'something' in response to PM.
I've planned to explore it, but of course i've been putting it off and doing random shit.. which usually happens for a while when I have to explore something like this.
Actually i'm becoming more hyper aware of certain things like my low energy levels, getting more annoyed at it, but also more committed to finding a way past it.
Now a few days later i'm not really feeling any effects, I was getting annoyed and I think I realized what happened which I will explore.
When I noticed how good it was going and thinking about how it was directing me away from bs like social media and random bs online and how good it was, aswell as the other results, something in my mind said "no, don't tell me what to do, I don't like being told what to do" directed at PM, I tried to talk to it saying "Well, I like these results and I want these results so I choose to accept them".
But the last few days I haven't been feeling much from it, and it makes sense it might trace back to that. The looking at bs online has come back in force.
Also it seems to coincide with increasing the amount of loops. Doing 1 loop, and then even 1 at night and 1 through the day was fine. But the day I added one extra loop through the day it started to lessen, and now i'm doing 3 at night, 1 through the day as that's what i'm being guided to. But as i've increased it i'm noticing less results. Yet other than a brief "I should go back to 1 loop" i'm still getting the urge to continue at this level of listening.
Also not feeling the best after what happened on the weekend, still fairly tired. I woke up feeling good yesterday but quickly got quite tired, today I woke up feeling even better but a few hours later felt lightheaded. I know something is going on physically.. but I also wonder if it's 'something' in response to PM.
I've planned to explore it, but of course i've been putting it off and doing random shit.. which usually happens for a while when I have to explore something like this.
Actually i'm becoming more hyper aware of certain things like my low energy levels, getting more annoyed at it, but also more committed to finding a way past it.
