I’m starting to see a return on investment for all the hours I’ve put into self development subs. I’m finally almost out of the tunnel. Everything is starting to make sense and some of the stuff that was beneath the surface before is bubbling up and becoming more prominent.
Noticing an increase in frustration and anger, but also contentment and peace. But let me just say that it’s starting to feel like I am more good feeling than bad. It feels like I’m changing on a deeper level that always seemed to stay the same on older subs. It’s like my “ground” is changing.
I don’t know how to express how awesome and profound the changes are without coming across the wrong way. I just feel better on a deeper level. For the longest time it’s felt like I’ve been in a desert searching for an oasis. Noticing improvements, but still not living the life I want. I’m not living the life I want fully yet, but the changes I’m experiencing have directly shown me that things are alright and are getting better. Not just by nature of noticing changes and using logic and prediction, like normal, but just because it feels like they are getting better.
If you’re considering E6 or OGSF2 then run them. There’s really nothing like them to my knowledge. Can’t recommend using them enough. It’s the best investment I can think of. Investing directly in yourself and your experience. And the best part is that it’s passive.
But yeah. I feel good and am extremely optimistic about my future. There’s a sense of calm serenity/bliss/joy that’s really smooth. It’s like the feeling you might get while enjoying a hot tub and a massage or something. It’s interesting that it seems to be an emotion but also a sensation, or something.
But yeah, good stuff all around. I haven’t even talked about all the stuff I’ve noticed and even a lot of the stuff I’ve noticed I don’t know how to describe with words lol. But take my word for it, this shit is next level and it is fucking awesome. The opposite of a scam. I feel like I’m getting too much value for what I payed honestly. I’m extremely grateful.
Edit: It feels like I’m finally beginning to arrive, instead of always striving. I think that’s a big part of what I’m trying to express with this post.
Noticing an increase in frustration and anger, but also contentment and peace. But let me just say that it’s starting to feel like I am more good feeling than bad. It feels like I’m changing on a deeper level that always seemed to stay the same on older subs. It’s like my “ground” is changing.
I don’t know how to express how awesome and profound the changes are without coming across the wrong way. I just feel better on a deeper level. For the longest time it’s felt like I’ve been in a desert searching for an oasis. Noticing improvements, but still not living the life I want. I’m not living the life I want fully yet, but the changes I’m experiencing have directly shown me that things are alright and are getting better. Not just by nature of noticing changes and using logic and prediction, like normal, but just because it feels like they are getting better.
If you’re considering E6 or OGSF2 then run them. There’s really nothing like them to my knowledge. Can’t recommend using them enough. It’s the best investment I can think of. Investing directly in yourself and your experience. And the best part is that it’s passive.
But yeah. I feel good and am extremely optimistic about my future. There’s a sense of calm serenity/bliss/joy that’s really smooth. It’s like the feeling you might get while enjoying a hot tub and a massage or something. It’s interesting that it seems to be an emotion but also a sensation, or something.
But yeah, good stuff all around. I haven’t even talked about all the stuff I’ve noticed and even a lot of the stuff I’ve noticed I don’t know how to describe with words lol. But take my word for it, this shit is next level and it is fucking awesome. The opposite of a scam. I feel like I’m getting too much value for what I payed honestly. I’m extremely grateful.
Edit: It feels like I’m finally beginning to arrive, instead of always striving. I think that’s a big part of what I’m trying to express with this post.
