How I Believe that with SD 5.11 My Life Will Change

[MrGnome]

No I didn't use BROP, I used: OCF3 and 4, AS (without succes), OCGSF 1 and 2,HOWL (also without succes), AOL and EPHRA 3. (And now I'm using SD)

You might want to consider BROP.

Also I was raised by the idea that other people were better then us but I just uploaded and showed my cover song to my friends and they liked it : ) 

Showing what you're doing to your friends is looking for external validation.  We have talked about this before.  Seeking external validation is always going to make you a slave to those you seek validation from.  You have to validate and approve of yourself.  You think I'd be here doing this if I was waiting for someone else to validate me?  My whole family and all my friends started off insisting I was going to fail.  I decided to make it work regardless.  It has to come from within you.  Especially for something you can think of as any form of artwork.  That is an expression of its creator.  There is no right or wrong there.  It only really matters if it makes the creator happy.

It also helped that the sadness I was talking about happend a few days before I posted the last post.

But yeah, I guess it had something to do about not feeling good enough and ironicly I know feelings are not true but it's still hard to remember that. 

That's the emotional parts with contradictory beliefs.

I need to search for a way to keep being positive (although I wont be surprised if some of the random sadness I felt was SD cleaning up some Subconcious BS though..)



Edit: I See BROP is a 3G Sub/Exp... I never used those since I joined this site on August 2020.. so even then all Subs/Exps were 5G related..

BROP is a 5.11G sub.

Oh right Balance Your Hemisphere was the 3G one, Sorry.. 

I also found out that BROP is BRain OPtimizer huh.. 

Guess I was to focused on the whole AM thing that I missed it hehe.. 

Hmm I gues I can use it before AM6 then seems really usefull..

Even more so since I'm a very slow person, Not to mention that it might help keeping my seizures in check. (even if they are mini attacks it's still nice)