08-31-2024, 03:28 AM
(08-26-2024, 01:42 PM)Shannon Wrote: You ran Maverick for 8 months and don't know what it does?
That is true, howver, I do not mean that in entirely negative way, as I have experienced some very postive things on my previous run with Maverick. To elaborate more, when I say I dont know what it does, meaning I could not pin point exactly whats the real goal of Maverick and what the goal actually means to me and my perception. Duke posts helped alot, because at the start it seems things are being elimnated or striped away from mylife or my personlaity (healing? clearing?) then things start to evolve. So what was exactly happening was not clear. In addition to this, my bahviour of trying to force the sub or my daily expectations of the sub caused greatly in not allowing the sub to do its things.
In this run I am more chilled, its almost as set and forget of 20 min run every 3-4 days as instructed. I am more grounded and more focused on myself and my goals rather than ''whats the sub is doing''
It will be a challenge to keep a journal here, I am feeling more private as days pass on.
