Feel like I’m undergoing a massive shift right now. This is one of the only times I got an urge to use the program out of turn so I am. I’ll add some time off to compensate. At first I was like “this is a mistake” because I felt my head swell up, but that faded and now I realize it was a great choice. I feel like I’m breaking through.
Amazing results are so tantalizingly close. It’s like there’s a thin curtain between me and a titanic shift and the curtain keeps teasing me by revealing a little bit. There’s also a subtle glowing coming from the curtains, indicating there’s something beautiful on the other side. We shall see if “close” means in two weeks or 2 years. I wish I could estimate but all I know is that it’s incredibly close and getting closer each day.
I will update if I notice anything worth trying to explain since my breakthrough is likely to continue into the night. I guess for now I just notice a subtle lucidity rising up from unconscious to conscious. This one’s been happening since OGSF2. That along with an increase in good mood and a feeling like I’m overcoming issues coming up a lot easier. (This isn’t all I notice, just one of the easier to explain.)
P.S just to clarify the breakthrough I’m going through now is different than the “titanic” one I feel coming. That one will be the result of many breakthroughs coalescing.
Edit: I feel more stable, whole and vibrant, and the changes are still coming. It feels like I’m reclaiming a foothold in myself, if that makes sense. It’s like I’m sinking billiards that I’ve been lining up for awhile. It really sucks that I can’t communicate the subjective experience I’m having right now properly. Basically just understand that E6 is fucking awesome and can’t be described in words why. You just have to run it yourself and watch as it changes the entirety of your experience of reality for the better in profound ways. It may take time, like it did for me (almost a decade of subs), but make no mistake, this shit is fucking awesome.
Edit 2: It’s right before bed and I’m feeling mega tired compared to normal. My head feels more brain foggy than normal. I’m sure I’ve undergone massive change, now I gotta let everything unpack with some time off.
Amazing results are so tantalizingly close. It’s like there’s a thin curtain between me and a titanic shift and the curtain keeps teasing me by revealing a little bit. There’s also a subtle glowing coming from the curtains, indicating there’s something beautiful on the other side. We shall see if “close” means in two weeks or 2 years. I wish I could estimate but all I know is that it’s incredibly close and getting closer each day.
I will update if I notice anything worth trying to explain since my breakthrough is likely to continue into the night. I guess for now I just notice a subtle lucidity rising up from unconscious to conscious. This one’s been happening since OGSF2. That along with an increase in good mood and a feeling like I’m overcoming issues coming up a lot easier. (This isn’t all I notice, just one of the easier to explain.)
P.S just to clarify the breakthrough I’m going through now is different than the “titanic” one I feel coming. That one will be the result of many breakthroughs coalescing.
Edit: I feel more stable, whole and vibrant, and the changes are still coming. It feels like I’m reclaiming a foothold in myself, if that makes sense. It’s like I’m sinking billiards that I’ve been lining up for awhile. It really sucks that I can’t communicate the subjective experience I’m having right now properly. Basically just understand that E6 is fucking awesome and can’t be described in words why. You just have to run it yourself and watch as it changes the entirety of your experience of reality for the better in profound ways. It may take time, like it did for me (almost a decade of subs), but make no mistake, this shit is fucking awesome.
Edit 2: It’s right before bed and I’m feeling mega tired compared to normal. My head feels more brain foggy than normal. I’m sure I’ve undergone massive change, now I gotta let everything unpack with some time off.
