08-19-2024, 11:25 AM
(08-18-2024, 09:30 AM)Antaeus Wrote: Had coffee alone after Mass today. Have been feeling a lot less inclined to seek out others from my young adult group as of late. One of them actually called me yesterday asking where I’ve been. Don’t know if I’m isolating myself or if I’m just becoming less needy. I hope I’m not becoming antisocial.
I didn’t even seek out the person I’ve been trying to connect with (see last post). As soon as Mass ended I left to go get coffee. And frankly I’m just enjoying my own company.
This is very different compared to about a month or so ago, when my neediness and loneliness was at an all time high. Now I just feel nothing. Not that I’m unemotional. Just sort of content and enjoying my own company.
Self love allows for that. It can grow into a profound peaceful zen state of content. A very beautiful thing.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
