Had coffee alone after Mass today. Have been feeling a lot less inclined to seek out others from my young adult group as of late. One of them actually called me yesterday asking where I’ve been. Don’t know if I’m isolating myself or if I’m just becoming less needy. I hope I’m not becoming antisocial.
I didn’t even seek out the person I’ve been trying to connect with (see last post). As soon as Mass ended I left to go get coffee. And frankly I’m just enjoying my own company.
This is very different compared to about a month or so ago, when my neediness and loneliness was at an all time high. Now I just feel nothing. Not that I’m unemotional. Just sort of content and enjoying my own company.
I didn’t even seek out the person I’ve been trying to connect with (see last post). As soon as Mass ended I left to go get coffee. And frankly I’m just enjoying my own company.
This is very different compared to about a month or so ago, when my neediness and loneliness was at an all time high. Now I just feel nothing. Not that I’m unemotional. Just sort of content and enjoying my own company.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira