So far today I feel absolutely amazing. I went on a walk and I felt so comfortable in my skin. I noticed when looking at a tree, for a split second, I noticed its “tree-ness”. I just seem on the edge of being one with the world. I suspect once I’m done healing I won’t just be an individual, I’ll be everything. There won’t be this subtle film of subject between me and what I experience.
Still healing and got a ways to go, but days like this show me that what I’m doing is worth it.
edit: gotta add that I dropped meditation and reading a few days ago. The tiredness plus the meditation/reading left me no energy for work and it was brutal. Also haven’t been eating as properly as I like, but I suspect I’m giving myself comfort food occasionally to help the healing process along. Indulgence can help if applied properly.
Still healing and got a ways to go, but days like this show me that what I’m doing is worth it.
edit: gotta add that I dropped meditation and reading a few days ago. The tiredness plus the meditation/reading left me no energy for work and it was brutal. Also haven’t been eating as properly as I like, but I suspect I’m giving myself comfort food occasionally to help the healing process along. Indulgence can help if applied properly.
