E6 has been brutal lately. Lots of ups and downs with mostly downs involving me dealing with a lot of pain that is intense and nearly debilitating. (Edit: can’t forget the awful tiredness as well!) I’m guessing E6 is bringing me to my limit and not allowing me to run away. It’s hard sometimes because I want to execute but it can be hard to tell what is resistance and what is execution.
At times my inner landscape will go from crying child to calm master. Mostly with the crying child though. When I do get those tastes of mastery they inspire me a lot. It’s a bit like having 1 key to a door, but the door has more locks that need more keys. So while I feel some sense of mastery at times, it’s not all encompassing yet. After I finish emotional mastery I’ll need more infinity stones for my gauntlet!
At times my inner landscape will go from crying child to calm master. Mostly with the crying child though. When I do get those tastes of mastery they inspire me a lot. It’s a bit like having 1 key to a door, but the door has more locks that need more keys. So while I feel some sense of mastery at times, it’s not all encompassing yet. After I finish emotional mastery I’ll need more infinity stones for my gauntlet!
