Rock's X4A-1511 journal

[Diablojack00]

I ate at the restaurant and my crush acted as normal as usual just assumed she was my server and I talked to her.

She was busy so we didn't talk much.

I said Hey I know you're busy but if I've done anything to make you feel uncomfortable you can talk to me about it. 

 she said No you're fine. I said Okay I wanted to be sure and she said that's okay.

She looked directly at me when she said that.

So even though I have X4A-1511 and I know the attraction is there there may not be anything else I can do right now. If there is then I can do my best to use your advice.

I think one issue is that it's hard dealing with twins in general. My crush knows I find her sister attractive but I treat her sister like a valuable human being.

I could be wrong but I'm open to advice.

I may just need to learn how to text her but I have looked at texting guides and they seem dumb.

If I were you, I would find a way to get her alone in person when she's not at work, and then sit her down and say something like, "So I think we may have some sort of miscommunication or misunderstanding.  I'd like to clear it up." Then ask her what her point of view is about your date, etc. and at the end explain yours if it differs.  Also, directly communicate to her that you do like her, and you are getting the impression that you may have done or said something that made her think otherwise... I can't hold your hand on everything here, this is just to give you an example.  But that's how you need to do this for it to really work.  And ask for brutal honesty so you can really understand where she's coming from.  That's what I would do, at least.

I agree with you. I wanted to say something like what you suggested. I just tried to punch through to the core of what I wanted to know.

Her answer didn't tell me too much aside from she said things are fine so that's better than the opposite.

I will invite her to pizza or the park and see what she says.

Also I gotta add a nice lookin server at the BBQ place rang me up and referred to me as baby. At least 4 different servers call me that.

I know it's a way most times to get tips but these girls wasn't my servers when calling me baby.

The server at the BBQ place the one that popped up outta nowhere and told me bye Rocky. I am definitely gonna pull the trigger inviting her out as soon as I get enough info about her.