Rock's X4A-1511 journal

[Diablojack00]

The 20 yr old date was successful. We've text back and forth a few times.

What do you consider successful?

No hiccups at all and the girl literally vocalized that "this was great. See you again soon?"

Things are going well with the twins but it seems to me both of them like me now and they actin weird now.

What makes you think they both like you now?  How are they acting weird?  Come on, man, details!

Both twins are nervous around me, like clumsy even. They are not naturally clumsy that I've ever seen. They've been dropping plates. Almost tripping over their own feet.

visibly at a loss for words and so they just say "well gotta get back then go into the kitchen.

I figure it's X4A-1511 causing this. Either that or they really don't wanna be around me anymore. 

The twin that is my crush and my main server told me last time I was there that she was gonna take a coworker home but she'll be back but she's gonna leave the check in case I wanna leave before she gets back.

I doubt she told any other of her customers that.

I've been executing x4a 1511 more than usual the past week and I've even had the tall red head Hottie to ask me for favors to do things for her at work that she's never needed help with before.

How do you know you're executing more? What does that look like in comparison to the past execution?

I'll try and explain as best I can. So the X4A-1511 gets me a lot of attention from women And girls. It seems like I'm told Talk to her and her and her over there.

I usually don't do much besides nodding or saying Hey.

A new girl at work smiles and waves at me when she sees me from far away. I really only talked to her once and made the dumbest joke possible about a gravy milkshake that she thought was funny.

I can't remember how that got started.

This week I've been chatting up almost every girl at work and just being Mr. Charisma and some of that is my natural personality but I usually won't be that way unless it's one of my close circle of people I know.

Sometimes I do have thoughts of "Nobody is interested in me" or other similar thoughts.

I think X4A-1511 is just digging that out and exposing it.

I always tried to ignore those thoughts but I'm human and sometimes those thoughts just suck.

That tells you that you have deep beliefs that contradict what the program is trying to do, and they're coming to the surface in an effort to stop it from working.  You know they're wrong and invalid.

It's good to know it's digging that crap out.