Rock's X4A-1511 journal

[Shannon]

I agree. I'll keep on with ultrasonic. I think it's working on some more crap cus it's making me tired again.



I have another 20 yr old date tomorrow.

The 20 yr old date was successful. We've text back and forth a few times.

What do you consider successful?

Things are going well with the twins but it seems to me both of them like me now and they actin weird now.

What makes you think they both like you now?  How are they acting weird?  Come on, man, details!

I've been executing x4a 1511 more than usual the past week and I've even had the tall red head Hottie to ask me for favors to do things for her at work that she's never needed help with before.

How do you know you're executing more? What does that look like in comparison to the past execution?

Sometimes I do have thoughts of "Nobody is interested in me" or other similar thoughts.

I think X4A-1511 is just digging that out and exposing it.

I always tried to ignore those thoughts but I'm human and sometimes those thoughts just suck.

That tells you that you have deep beliefs that contradict what the program is trying to do, and they're coming to the surface in an effort to stop it from working.  You know they're wrong and invalid.