05-28-2024, 09:09 AM
Day 108,
I realize that I have some inner shame and guilt from "just" wanting to have sex.
This is surprising because I've had plenty of "just sex" and have stated as much. Have been on a break for about 9 months now.
I think my inner rational is that I expect to trigger some unmet expectations in the women with whom I'm having "just sex," even if I'm clear about what I'm trying to do from the start.
I realize that I have some inner shame and guilt from "just" wanting to have sex.
This is surprising because I've had plenty of "just sex" and have stated as much. Have been on a break for about 9 months now.
I think my inner rational is that I expect to trigger some unmet expectations in the women with whom I'm having "just sex," even if I'm clear about what I'm trying to do from the start.
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