05-25-2024, 07:24 AM
Day 105,
I think that I've shaken off some sexual hangups or shame. Dreamt all night that I had some kind of sex with at least two different women, and that women that I started conversations with were interested in sex with me. I woke up with a lot of "vigor", which is something that is unusual.
I've taken a break from pursuing women since last September, so perhaps I will be internally motivated to go back to pursuing.
I think that I've shaken off some sexual hangups or shame. Dreamt all night that I had some kind of sex with at least two different women, and that women that I started conversations with were interested in sex with me. I woke up with a lot of "vigor", which is something that is unusual.
I've taken a break from pursuing women since last September, so perhaps I will be internally motivated to go back to pursuing.
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