05-23-2024, 08:14 PM
Day 103,
I feel like I've dropped a lot of self-victimizing talk, where I carried some resentment from my childhood. I can't confuse people not wanting to interact with me in a particular way as "treating me like shit." I'm thinking back to high school, where the most cute girls weren't interested in dating me, but then again, I didn't really progress things in that way.
Today, there is a really hot early-30-something gym girl where I exercise. Have seen her there a bunch. I've never spoken with her, but she did linger a bit by the shoe rack today, right near me, while I was there. I didn't have anything I wanted to say in particular to her then. With that intel, I would feel okay with sparking up a conversation if there is an opening.
I feel like I've dropped a lot of self-victimizing talk, where I carried some resentment from my childhood. I can't confuse people not wanting to interact with me in a particular way as "treating me like shit." I'm thinking back to high school, where the most cute girls weren't interested in dating me, but then again, I didn't really progress things in that way.
Today, there is a really hot early-30-something gym girl where I exercise. Have seen her there a bunch. I've never spoken with her, but she did linger a bit by the shoe rack today, right near me, while I was there. I didn't have anything I wanted to say in particular to her then. With that intel, I would feel okay with sparking up a conversation if there is an opening.
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