Stage 6, Day 29:
It seems some emotional healing has occurred along the journey as well. Porn and masturbation have become less common and less attractive in my eyes.
And of course, I haven't mentioned it much, but I've had many weird dreams.
Last night, I had one of the weirdest dreams, but at least it was a good one and not a nightmare.
In my dream, I met my ex-girlfriend, who broke my heart a few years ago. It was a very traumatic experience for me and probably something that weighed heavily on my soul. In the dream, she asked for my help to meet someone new who was important for her to date, and I was happy to help and be a good friend. I was happy for her and encouraged her to date that guy. We met in a restaurant where she met the guy. In the restaurant, I sat with my mom. My ex-girlfriend saw me, smiled, and said hi as she went to sit with the guy, hoping to have success dating him. In the dream, it was a day after I'd coached her on the matter. I smiled back and had loving feelings toward her, but my mom said something nasty to her because my mom hates what she did when we were together.
I think I don't need to explain much. It means I've let go of the anger I held inside for a few years toward that person. That's a very good thing.
It seems some emotional healing has occurred along the journey as well. Porn and masturbation have become less common and less attractive in my eyes.
And of course, I haven't mentioned it much, but I've had many weird dreams.
Last night, I had one of the weirdest dreams, but at least it was a good one and not a nightmare.
In my dream, I met my ex-girlfriend, who broke my heart a few years ago. It was a very traumatic experience for me and probably something that weighed heavily on my soul. In the dream, she asked for my help to meet someone new who was important for her to date, and I was happy to help and be a good friend. I was happy for her and encouraged her to date that guy. We met in a restaurant where she met the guy. In the restaurant, I sat with my mom. My ex-girlfriend saw me, smiled, and said hi as she went to sit with the guy, hoping to have success dating him. In the dream, it was a day after I'd coached her on the matter. I smiled back and had loving feelings toward her, but my mom said something nasty to her because my mom hates what she did when we were together.
I think I don't need to explain much. It means I've let go of the anger I held inside for a few years toward that person. That's a very good thing.
