Stage 6 day 14:
When I go out, I notice how un-alpha my friends are, or any other player in the big city, really. Some might have good skills, but they are too insecure, and now it's more obvious than before. Their body language is painful to watch. By the way, the fact that I noticed how bad their body language is a very good sign - it means my subconscious mind is now focusing a lot on being an alpha male with alpha body language.
I've started to have more social anxiety, and I really don't talk a lot when I'm out with friends. I feel most girls I see on the streets or in bars are not interesting to me. But when I see a beautiful woman who might be worth the effort, I can't bring myself to approach her with ease! That's creating a lot of approach anxiety that wasn't there before. Now, I can speculate why this is happening, and I think the reason is the program is pushing me towards being my own independent man who doesn't need a woman and doesn't maybe approach a lot because he doesn't need and doesn't want a low quality or a lot of time wasted on women. So it's an inner conflict; on one hand, I used to be the guy who would approach, now I'm a guy who doesn't, so from the inside, it makes you feel like you need to do something that I don't. That's creating social anxiety.
I haven't mentioned it before, but I've been meditating for almost a decade now, every day. I've learned healing techniques.
I've learned about the mind and affirmations for almost a decade now. I did many courses on spirituality, including 3 courses to reach Master levels in Reiki and Numerology. Even though it's not my main job, I sometimes give numerology advice and even help to choose a new name for a person for self-improvement processes, and it works, of course. Recently, I've learned how to create Morphic Fields and Morphic Audios that can affect the mind and body.
It's very cool.
I'm saying all of that because I've decided to expand my business in the spiritual area with a friend. I don't want to go into details here.
I have a small business, and it's not going well. I've decided to expand my current working business. I'm trying to reach big manufacturers with the hope to represent them and to advertise it better. It's really not easy, and I've had so many difficulties. But I'm thinking outside of the box and trying new things with new motivation!
I've started to think about where to invest the small amount of money I have. It's not easy, nothing is, but it is very exciting. All that I'm describing to you here is very exciting to me!
So the program really helps me with business now.
I'm on the last stage; stage 6, and it seems like only now some beautiful women are starting to notice me a bit. It's like they check me out, but just a bit, and just some of them. Also, I think they are a bit more nice to me.
But it's still far from the feeling that I'm a ladies' man or a man that women want to be with now.
My speculation is the aura of sexiness is starting to take effect. I speculate that the program might try to start to develop this aura of sexiness in Stage 5 and mostly probably stage 6. That's just my speculation; I have no information about that at all. The reason I said that is because in stage 5, I thought I started to feel something like I'm starting to develop an aura of sexiness.
And now in stage 6, it feels suddenly like women notice me more, are a bit more polite, sometimes interested a bit, and look my way when I'm walking. The opposite of that was what I felt when I started the program. It's like I was a reverse magnet to women from stage 2. Again, it's all speculation. Only people in the know can answer what's going on with that. And it could be that this program is building attraction in the last stages, and if one will run it again a few more times, then the aura of sexiness might become more of who he is. Again, a speculation.
This program is really not easy, by the way!
When I go out, I notice how un-alpha my friends are, or any other player in the big city, really. Some might have good skills, but they are too insecure, and now it's more obvious than before. Their body language is painful to watch. By the way, the fact that I noticed how bad their body language is a very good sign - it means my subconscious mind is now focusing a lot on being an alpha male with alpha body language.
I've started to have more social anxiety, and I really don't talk a lot when I'm out with friends. I feel most girls I see on the streets or in bars are not interesting to me. But when I see a beautiful woman who might be worth the effort, I can't bring myself to approach her with ease! That's creating a lot of approach anxiety that wasn't there before. Now, I can speculate why this is happening, and I think the reason is the program is pushing me towards being my own independent man who doesn't need a woman and doesn't maybe approach a lot because he doesn't need and doesn't want a low quality or a lot of time wasted on women. So it's an inner conflict; on one hand, I used to be the guy who would approach, now I'm a guy who doesn't, so from the inside, it makes you feel like you need to do something that I don't. That's creating social anxiety.
I haven't mentioned it before, but I've been meditating for almost a decade now, every day. I've learned healing techniques.
I've learned about the mind and affirmations for almost a decade now. I did many courses on spirituality, including 3 courses to reach Master levels in Reiki and Numerology. Even though it's not my main job, I sometimes give numerology advice and even help to choose a new name for a person for self-improvement processes, and it works, of course. Recently, I've learned how to create Morphic Fields and Morphic Audios that can affect the mind and body.
It's very cool.
I'm saying all of that because I've decided to expand my business in the spiritual area with a friend. I don't want to go into details here.
I have a small business, and it's not going well. I've decided to expand my current working business. I'm trying to reach big manufacturers with the hope to represent them and to advertise it better. It's really not easy, and I've had so many difficulties. But I'm thinking outside of the box and trying new things with new motivation!
I've started to think about where to invest the small amount of money I have. It's not easy, nothing is, but it is very exciting. All that I'm describing to you here is very exciting to me!
So the program really helps me with business now.
I'm on the last stage; stage 6, and it seems like only now some beautiful women are starting to notice me a bit. It's like they check me out, but just a bit, and just some of them. Also, I think they are a bit more nice to me.
But it's still far from the feeling that I'm a ladies' man or a man that women want to be with now.
My speculation is the aura of sexiness is starting to take effect. I speculate that the program might try to start to develop this aura of sexiness in Stage 5 and mostly probably stage 6. That's just my speculation; I have no information about that at all. The reason I said that is because in stage 5, I thought I started to feel something like I'm starting to develop an aura of sexiness.
And now in stage 6, it feels suddenly like women notice me more, are a bit more polite, sometimes interested a bit, and look my way when I'm walking. The opposite of that was what I felt when I started the program. It's like I was a reverse magnet to women from stage 2. Again, it's all speculation. Only people in the know can answer what's going on with that. And it could be that this program is building attraction in the last stages, and if one will run it again a few more times, then the aura of sexiness might become more of who he is. Again, a speculation.
This program is really not easy, by the way!
