Stage 5, Day 17:
An Alpha King in the making:
**Background:**
For years, my focus has been more on women and enjoying the simple things in life, such as outings with friends to movies and restaurants, hitting the gym, or reading books.
I own a small business that's struggling significantly. Every few years, I consider shutting it down but fear the consequences, so I persist.
I've noticed substantial changes in myself:
Stage 1+2 immediately shifted my focus away from women and sex. Instead of feeling sexually frustrated, I began to feel that I didn't need them.
By Stages 4 and 5, this sense of non-neediness really started to manifest. After a few months, I became somewhat frustrated by not receiving as much attention from women, which was driven by ego. However, I wasn't sexually frustrated, marking a significant distinction.
During Stages 1 and 2, I explored starting a new venture with friends, which failed by Stage 3. In Stage 4, a different friend proposed a new business idea, which I found appealing but too complex for us to execute.
Now, in Stage 5, I've become even more aware of my business and financial issues. My non-neediness means I don't go out much anymore. I'm dedicating more time to work, confronting the myriad problems my business has caused: insufficient income, excessive effort, and a bleak future.
I'm now eager to resolve these issues. I've realized that my current business may not be suitable for me, and starting something new will be challenging.
This month, I attempted a new venture that seems to have failed, resulting in significant financial loss and leaving me in a bad mood for weeks.
However, I've decided to pursue a different path, thankfully inspired by a great idea from my mom.
Although it might take a few years, I'm confident I'm heading in the right direction, with AM6 offering substantial support. The transition of Pluto into Aquarius is another influence I'm feeling positively about, which you can find more information on via Google.
Additionally, I sometimes listen to energetic audios, including one focused on transmutation.
In short, AM6 and that audio have led me to stop watching porn, effectively curing my addiction. It's astonishing. While I'm not sure how long this effect will last, I'm currently repulsed by porn for over a week.
Yes I'm on my way to become an Alpha King!
TL;DR:
AM6 has helped me shift my focus away from women and overcome neediness, providing clarity on moving forward with my life.
It has also helped me quit watching porn.
I'm transitioning from a failing business to a new endeavor, which is expected to take about a year to start.
An Alpha King in the making:
**Background:**
For years, my focus has been more on women and enjoying the simple things in life, such as outings with friends to movies and restaurants, hitting the gym, or reading books.
I own a small business that's struggling significantly. Every few years, I consider shutting it down but fear the consequences, so I persist.
I've noticed substantial changes in myself:
Stage 1+2 immediately shifted my focus away from women and sex. Instead of feeling sexually frustrated, I began to feel that I didn't need them.
By Stages 4 and 5, this sense of non-neediness really started to manifest. After a few months, I became somewhat frustrated by not receiving as much attention from women, which was driven by ego. However, I wasn't sexually frustrated, marking a significant distinction.
During Stages 1 and 2, I explored starting a new venture with friends, which failed by Stage 3. In Stage 4, a different friend proposed a new business idea, which I found appealing but too complex for us to execute.
Now, in Stage 5, I've become even more aware of my business and financial issues. My non-neediness means I don't go out much anymore. I'm dedicating more time to work, confronting the myriad problems my business has caused: insufficient income, excessive effort, and a bleak future.
I'm now eager to resolve these issues. I've realized that my current business may not be suitable for me, and starting something new will be challenging.
This month, I attempted a new venture that seems to have failed, resulting in significant financial loss and leaving me in a bad mood for weeks.
However, I've decided to pursue a different path, thankfully inspired by a great idea from my mom.
Although it might take a few years, I'm confident I'm heading in the right direction, with AM6 offering substantial support. The transition of Pluto into Aquarius is another influence I'm feeling positively about, which you can find more information on via Google.
Additionally, I sometimes listen to energetic audios, including one focused on transmutation.
In short, AM6 and that audio have led me to stop watching porn, effectively curing my addiction. It's astonishing. While I'm not sure how long this effect will last, I'm currently repulsed by porn for over a week.
Yes I'm on my way to become an Alpha King!
TL;DR:
AM6 has helped me shift my focus away from women and overcome neediness, providing clarity on moving forward with my life.
It has also helped me quit watching porn.
I'm transitioning from a failing business to a new endeavor, which is expected to take about a year to start.
