Few days ago Stage 4, Day 35:
I've extended Stage 4 due to the surgery. The ultrasonic has been playing continuously, but I fell ill, so I feel I need to give Stage 4 a few more days to fully work.
Reflecting on stage 4 and the program till now, I feel Stages 1 and 2 had more pronounced effects on me. For example, I was very productive in these stages, felt extremely confident, and cared less about others' opinions. There was also a heightened sense of aggressiveness in a good way.
Contrary to what the PDF indicates, Stage 3 felt less impactful to me.
I was just very tired all the time during this stage. Was it resistance to change? Hard to say, but I didn't perceive many changes.
In Stage 4, I notice I'm setting more boundaries with friends and family, but in a calm, assertive way – without aggression. This probably reflects the effects of Stages 3 and 4, as Stages 1 and 2 induced a more angry reaction.
But again also less confident.
Overall, I am noticing changes, but some aspects are missing:
- The changes feel slow.
- Attention and attraction from women, some of the women are really rude too! (which I expected earlier in the program) are lacking currently.
- Procrastination remains a challenge.
- My body language has improved but is inconsistent.
Understanding that the program was released perhaps 10 years ago, I know I'm late to the party, haha. And I acknowledge that multiple runs might be necessary.
I'm optimistic that AM7 will be even better, and I look forward to running it in the future as my second run-through. I'm sure Shannon is aware of these points and is addressing them, along with much more!
Regarding the benefits of Stage 4:
- I've become much more assertive.
- I no longer tolerate disrespect from women and don’t feel the need to be overly nice or easygoing when they play games. This is a positive change for me.
- I no longer perceive women as important.
- I'm approached for business projects, which is exciting.
- I'm studying subjects that are important to me for my own growth.
Though procrastination is still an issue, I've become slightly less of a procrastinator and am engaging in valuable learning. This is not exactly what I expected, but I'm still pleased with the progress.
Anxiety coming up, but why?:
I feel more secure, but some anxiety started to surface, which I'm not used to (maybe it's resistance clearing?).
I was more anxious before doing my affirmations and in my younger years.
Now, some of that anxiety is resurfacing.
That's not usual for me...
I welcome these feelings and am not afraid of being afraid. I'm ready for anything – bring it on!
I'm already on Stage 5 now.. I will post about it later
I've extended Stage 4 due to the surgery. The ultrasonic has been playing continuously, but I fell ill, so I feel I need to give Stage 4 a few more days to fully work.
Reflecting on stage 4 and the program till now, I feel Stages 1 and 2 had more pronounced effects on me. For example, I was very productive in these stages, felt extremely confident, and cared less about others' opinions. There was also a heightened sense of aggressiveness in a good way.
Contrary to what the PDF indicates, Stage 3 felt less impactful to me.
I was just very tired all the time during this stage. Was it resistance to change? Hard to say, but I didn't perceive many changes.
In Stage 4, I notice I'm setting more boundaries with friends and family, but in a calm, assertive way – without aggression. This probably reflects the effects of Stages 3 and 4, as Stages 1 and 2 induced a more angry reaction.
But again also less confident.
Overall, I am noticing changes, but some aspects are missing:
- The changes feel slow.
- Attention and attraction from women, some of the women are really rude too! (which I expected earlier in the program) are lacking currently.
- Procrastination remains a challenge.
- My body language has improved but is inconsistent.
Understanding that the program was released perhaps 10 years ago, I know I'm late to the party, haha. And I acknowledge that multiple runs might be necessary.
I'm optimistic that AM7 will be even better, and I look forward to running it in the future as my second run-through. I'm sure Shannon is aware of these points and is addressing them, along with much more!
Regarding the benefits of Stage 4:
- I've become much more assertive.
- I no longer tolerate disrespect from women and don’t feel the need to be overly nice or easygoing when they play games. This is a positive change for me.
- I no longer perceive women as important.
- I'm approached for business projects, which is exciting.
- I'm studying subjects that are important to me for my own growth.
Though procrastination is still an issue, I've become slightly less of a procrastinator and am engaging in valuable learning. This is not exactly what I expected, but I'm still pleased with the progress.
Anxiety coming up, but why?:
I feel more secure, but some anxiety started to surface, which I'm not used to (maybe it's resistance clearing?).
I was more anxious before doing my affirmations and in my younger years.
Now, some of that anxiety is resurfacing.
That's not usual for me...
I welcome these feelings and am not afraid of being afraid. I'm ready for anything – bring it on!
I'm already on Stage 5 now.. I will post about it later
