Stage 4 day 29:
Confidence is fluctuating.
One day I go out I feel alpha the next day I feel I'm chasing my friend's validation.
Body language is not at it's strongest as well which is not what I've expected because it was already pretty good before.
Resistance?
I think few runs should do it and then again maybe a stronger sub? Like AM7?
One day I feel good another day I feel really bad.
That could be part of the process.
Overall I do see changes and I do feel it as well but the changes feel so slow currently.
To be honest I'll be able to tell only after running the refresher or at least few weeks after stage 6.
It all could be part of the process and probably because it's my first run.
Compliments from others:
Before the AM program when I was consistent with my mirror affirmations I would get compliments all the time from clients and beautiful girls in bars and clubs.
Now on the AM6 program I don't get any compliments at all.
What I do started to notice is: people and mostly women friends of my mom tell her I'm very attractive or even sexy but they will not say it to me.
Plus, these are older women in their 60s which I don't care about at all.
I do think I probably exude some kind of attractiveness I'm not aware of.
And I think the program started to effect my attractiveness in not very obvious ways yet.
I have a feeling it will get better.
Friends want to start a business with me
As mentioned before friends want to start new ventures with me
My aure of alphaness probably attracts people to me when it comes to money and success
I'm still not there yet but that's what I feel
A woman from the past wants to meet:
There's a woman from my past, I never had sex with her and I know she wanted to when she had a bf few years back.
She's older which is not attractive to me at all.
She's not attractive in my eyes and I don't care too much about it.
We were acquaintances, now out of the blue she chases me hard.
I've never been invited to her house even though I was there for a brief when I gave her something she needed before (few years ago).
She did try to seduce me then when she had a boyfriend.
And now...
She invited me over to her place but I said to her I'll not meet at night because I want to go to sleep early I have a job to tend to.
She texted back really late so I didn't see the need to answer. It seems like she doesn't respect my boundaries or time. I mean just out of courtesy she could text earlier when I asked if she's available before 22:00. And she didn't. I don't respect that.
I think she doesn't do that on purpose.
I think first of all she feels she's not in my league.
Second of all she probably tried to make me chase her.
Don't care I just feel her neediness and it makes me feel bad from the inside.
Not sure if I'm in the stage of manifesting women to my life yet.
I bet it will get better on stage 5/6
A model in a club:
Went to a bar with a dance room inside, most girls are unfortunately not very attractive there.
There were 3 very beautiful girls when they got inside very men looked at them it was very obvious.
They are 8s or 9s.
I bet a lot of men would say the blonde is a perfect 10.
I don't think she is, but she's really up there and in my opinion she's my type but not a 10.
One a tall blonde and one of her friends is a blacked hair beautiful girl a bit shorter.
The shorter girl is really beautiful too...
At first I didn't know who I wanted to talk to.
I approached the taller blonde she's probably 178/180cm (I'm a bit taller)
She was very nice, even though it was on the dance floor and the music was loud she respected me.
We exchanged Instagram (should have probably get the number instead)
When we did - the shorter blacked hair friend tried to take her away from me without success I tried to be nice and said hi she didn't want to talk to me she was very rude.
Later on I remembered the friend is a girl I got her number from fee months ago and she is a flake.
Maybe this is why she was so rude?
I do want to say that other girls in the club who are 6/7/8 were not very nice some were some weren't.
And there I was talking to 9 every men is so jealous and she really liked me.
I had men coming up to me not leaving me alone asking me what did I say to her and if she gave me her number WTF?? Mind your own business!
She was on the cover of a not very well known magazine in Spain or something like that and she's also a runway model at least she was on one show.
She's not famous but yes she's a model.
And she didn't reply to my messages.
I don't care about it, it reminded me the pole dancing teacher girl I met few weeks ago.
They both are very attractive and both responded well to me.
Are the most attractive women more attracted to me than the average women?:
The whole point I'm making with such stories is I think I somehow act differently with very attractive women in a way I exude more confidence then before.
Also it's not always the case but sometimes I feel more deserving of them then the less beautiful women? It's just a theory. To be honest I got rejected many times but I do see some instances particularly with Russians or glamorous women where I do standout in their eyes.
Even if nothing happens later on.
I can tell what they feel and I can see their body language and respect they have for me.
I want to say it has to do with the AM6 program
But I can not say it for sure because I had things like that in the past.
I do think it's a bit better now
Confidence is fluctuating.
One day I go out I feel alpha the next day I feel I'm chasing my friend's validation.
Body language is not at it's strongest as well which is not what I've expected because it was already pretty good before.
Resistance?
I think few runs should do it and then again maybe a stronger sub? Like AM7?
One day I feel good another day I feel really bad.
That could be part of the process.
Overall I do see changes and I do feel it as well but the changes feel so slow currently.
To be honest I'll be able to tell only after running the refresher or at least few weeks after stage 6.
It all could be part of the process and probably because it's my first run.
Compliments from others:
Before the AM program when I was consistent with my mirror affirmations I would get compliments all the time from clients and beautiful girls in bars and clubs.
Now on the AM6 program I don't get any compliments at all.
What I do started to notice is: people and mostly women friends of my mom tell her I'm very attractive or even sexy but they will not say it to me.
Plus, these are older women in their 60s which I don't care about at all.
I do think I probably exude some kind of attractiveness I'm not aware of.
And I think the program started to effect my attractiveness in not very obvious ways yet.
I have a feeling it will get better.
Friends want to start a business with me
As mentioned before friends want to start new ventures with me
My aure of alphaness probably attracts people to me when it comes to money and success
I'm still not there yet but that's what I feel
A woman from the past wants to meet:
There's a woman from my past, I never had sex with her and I know she wanted to when she had a bf few years back.
She's older which is not attractive to me at all.
She's not attractive in my eyes and I don't care too much about it.
We were acquaintances, now out of the blue she chases me hard.
I've never been invited to her house even though I was there for a brief when I gave her something she needed before (few years ago).
She did try to seduce me then when she had a boyfriend.
And now...
She invited me over to her place but I said to her I'll not meet at night because I want to go to sleep early I have a job to tend to.
She texted back really late so I didn't see the need to answer. It seems like she doesn't respect my boundaries or time. I mean just out of courtesy she could text earlier when I asked if she's available before 22:00. And she didn't. I don't respect that.
I think she doesn't do that on purpose.
I think first of all she feels she's not in my league.
Second of all she probably tried to make me chase her.
Don't care I just feel her neediness and it makes me feel bad from the inside.
Not sure if I'm in the stage of manifesting women to my life yet.
I bet it will get better on stage 5/6
A model in a club:
Went to a bar with a dance room inside, most girls are unfortunately not very attractive there.
There were 3 very beautiful girls when they got inside very men looked at them it was very obvious.
They are 8s or 9s.
I bet a lot of men would say the blonde is a perfect 10.
I don't think she is, but she's really up there and in my opinion she's my type but not a 10.
One a tall blonde and one of her friends is a blacked hair beautiful girl a bit shorter.
The shorter girl is really beautiful too...
At first I didn't know who I wanted to talk to.
I approached the taller blonde she's probably 178/180cm (I'm a bit taller)
She was very nice, even though it was on the dance floor and the music was loud she respected me.
We exchanged Instagram (should have probably get the number instead)
When we did - the shorter blacked hair friend tried to take her away from me without success I tried to be nice and said hi she didn't want to talk to me she was very rude.
Later on I remembered the friend is a girl I got her number from fee months ago and she is a flake.
Maybe this is why she was so rude?
I do want to say that other girls in the club who are 6/7/8 were not very nice some were some weren't.
And there I was talking to 9 every men is so jealous and she really liked me.
I had men coming up to me not leaving me alone asking me what did I say to her and if she gave me her number WTF?? Mind your own business!
She was on the cover of a not very well known magazine in Spain or something like that and she's also a runway model at least she was on one show.
She's not famous but yes she's a model.
And she didn't reply to my messages.
I don't care about it, it reminded me the pole dancing teacher girl I met few weeks ago.
They both are very attractive and both responded well to me.
Are the most attractive women more attracted to me than the average women?:
The whole point I'm making with such stories is I think I somehow act differently with very attractive women in a way I exude more confidence then before.
Also it's not always the case but sometimes I feel more deserving of them then the less beautiful women? It's just a theory. To be honest I got rejected many times but I do see some instances particularly with Russians or glamorous women where I do standout in their eyes.
Even if nothing happens later on.
I can tell what they feel and I can see their body language and respect they have for me.
I want to say it has to do with the AM6 program
But I can not say it for sure because I had things like that in the past.
I do think it's a bit better now
