(12-17-2023, 07:33 AM)User_000 Wrote: I've been reading your thread for a while and always wanted to ask, why do you want to talk to girls so bad? what i get as an outsider who doesn't have the slightest idea about who you are is that you seem kind of obsessed with trying to talk to girls, then fail, get frustrated and go on a binge until the cycle repeats again. I'm not saying is bad or something but what are you expecting to gain from that?
What's the other choice? Give up and goto mgtow? That doesn't solve the issue.
But really the obsession comes up when my deepest issues are being hit upon, abandonment/rejection/adoption and gets strong. Plus due to the fact I couldn't have even been with girls if I wanted to for like 5 years due to physical stuff with chronic illness, fatigue, definately got alot of trauma around that. Like wanting to, but then the trauma still there pulls me in that bad direction.
Funnily enough (mainly as part of my journal) i'm getting alot of stuff coming up and out physically around my groin area. For a basic idea think similar to TRE.
I'm expecting that at some point I can work through it. Which i've seen that at times where this cycle hasn't happened, but I just seem to post when this kind of thing is happening the most.
