OGSFv2

[Shannon]

The first day i get depressed, i don't know if that counts as resistance, usually my symptoms start at the second day then one specific random day they become stronger and bug me all day and after that it calms down enough to bear or keeps bugging me but maybe that depends on how much is trying to resist. Since yesterday i'm having stomach aches at night which is weird since i don't eat before that time but usually i get very stressed at that time so maybe is related to that or maybe i'm finally executing enough to overcome a very deep fear.

I'm starting to notice that my compulsive thoughts are gone, i just hope my negative and depressive thoughts be gone as well but maybe that's more suitable with E6, also it appears my subconscious is telling me to dissociate from certain stimulus that trigger fear.

I need to understand more specifically... for example, on the first day off you get depressed.  On the second day off, symptoms (which ones?) start... then on day X you have stomach cramps... I need to know how many days it takes to get to each response.

Sounds like you've got a lot to work through here with responses like these even on the first day off.  How is it while you're doing "on" days?