My OGSFv2 (5.11G) Journal

[GreekGod22]

Sweet!  Should be interesting to see your first "off" cycle.

Feeling quite good during these OFF days. Self confidence and optimism about life rising.
For a long time, I considered myself physically unattractive and that was a major cause of apathy/ depression in my life. Might also be because up until the age of 25, I was very shy, antisocial, loner. In the last couple of years, I've been hitting the gym, working on maximizing my looks. And things did get better. I started having success  with women, I started getting more compliments that I look good, that I'm handsome. But that insecurity still remained there.
I am now 32 years old. I've been with many more women than the average man. I wanted to prove myself that I am worthy, I am wanted. I now regularly get compliments for my looks. And I'm starting to believe them. My self image is surely changing.