09-05-2023, 06:15 AM
Well, have today and tomorrow off then I will be on to my second cycle.
Definitely noticing some changes in thinking. I mean even the fact that I am write reports here very often is very different for me. Usually I like to wait maybe anywhere from a week to 3 weeks before I make another post but now I feel interested in getting details. There was one other thing that happened that was kind of a revelation for me. Its like I came to the conclusion that the great adventure that I have wanted my whole life is this. Basically the great adventure is to face my own weaknesses and to overcome my own short comings. Facing GSF is the best adventure you can have. When you read about historical figures that ended up doing great things or making new discoveries its because they did the inner work first. Had they not done that none of those things would have manifested externally or came to fruition. This realization has made me even more committed to this path. I can't do what I want to in the future unless I complete these necessary internal steps.
As for my current situation I have already made moves towards looking at all my options in both China and Austin and will make a decision after maybe a week. All I know is I need to leave here and get away from my more immediate family. Too much toxicity and dysfunction for my liking.
Definitely noticing some changes in thinking. I mean even the fact that I am write reports here very often is very different for me. Usually I like to wait maybe anywhere from a week to 3 weeks before I make another post but now I feel interested in getting details. There was one other thing that happened that was kind of a revelation for me. Its like I came to the conclusion that the great adventure that I have wanted my whole life is this. Basically the great adventure is to face my own weaknesses and to overcome my own short comings. Facing GSF is the best adventure you can have. When you read about historical figures that ended up doing great things or making new discoveries its because they did the inner work first. Had they not done that none of those things would have manifested externally or came to fruition. This realization has made me even more committed to this path. I can't do what I want to in the future unless I complete these necessary internal steps.
As for my current situation I have already made moves towards looking at all my options in both China and Austin and will make a decision after maybe a week. All I know is I need to leave here and get away from my more immediate family. Too much toxicity and dysfunction for my liking.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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