The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

There are times, usually at the end of the Alpha Male set that I feel like it would be very beneficial for me to entirely disconnect from femininity for a while and focus on my own growth. I don't know why that always seems to happen at the end of AM, but maybe Shannon can elaborate on that.

However, it doesn't last. It IS for the point of my self growth and inevitably, I always come back and find new women to enjoy liaisons with, but more emotionally stable than I was before. I do prefer the grittier side of life and I love women. I may fast from women from time to time, but I am at my core a very sexually ravenous devil and I will always enjoy new adventures. The alpha male set may temporarily make me focus more on myself than my dealings with women, but that is entirely the point of the set. It doesn't go on forever and I wouldn't want it to. That set can be very taxing at times, lol. It's definitely NOT a light subliminal. It's more of a right of passage.

Rainbow, your relationships with women sound exactly like mine. I have amazing adventures with women, but I haven't found one that I would in any way want to settle down with for anything long term. I don't need that anyway, that's the beauty of interdependence, but any girl that would be worth settling down isn't really one that I would need to go blindly search down anyway. So I welcome all challengers to my title of being single, haha. Mushy is not something I think I could ever be, but what real woman wants that anyway?