06-22-2023, 05:49 PM
So I'm approaching the 1 month mark. Last post I meant to say 28 May was the start date, not June obviously.
At this point I've stopped caring about the things I mentioned last time. When I'm out, the focus is on the goal of what's getting done, so those sort of niceties are not an issue. I'm in my own thing.
Obviously that kind of attitude makes people notice you, but the attention feels like a distraction now, or even an annoyance. I don't want to get caught up in it.
As far as resistance, I wouldn't call it that exactly. There were times around the 2-week mark where I felt like I couldn't think when the audio was playing, like it was already too much and there was no room left in my brain for intellectual creativity. That lasted a few days. It does make me question how the super learning/brain-power type subs could be worthwhile given the sub itself is taking up mental energy.
I also had a dream where I was talking to this nice old man. Tricking stream was playing and he was friendly but also trying to leave in order to distance himself from the sound. Sorry, old man, this ain't for you.
At this point I've stopped caring about the things I mentioned last time. When I'm out, the focus is on the goal of what's getting done, so those sort of niceties are not an issue. I'm in my own thing.
Obviously that kind of attitude makes people notice you, but the attention feels like a distraction now, or even an annoyance. I don't want to get caught up in it.
As far as resistance, I wouldn't call it that exactly. There were times around the 2-week mark where I felt like I couldn't think when the audio was playing, like it was already too much and there was no room left in my brain for intellectual creativity. That lasted a few days. It does make me question how the super learning/brain-power type subs could be worthwhile given the sub itself is taking up mental energy.
I also had a dream where I was talking to this nice old man. Tricking stream was playing and he was friendly but also trying to leave in order to distance himself from the sound. Sorry, old man, this ain't for you.
