I always had a problem on AM6 (that I talked about multiple times) that my beliefs about myself were incongruent with external reality. I was thinking about my time on AM6 this morning and I realised that I was basically putting women around me in heat, but my self image would lead me to self-sabotage—women wanted to jump me, but my neediness and over-enthusiasm undid any attraction.
This is still true unfortunately. It’s clear that I am attractive, but I don’t feel attractive, and I don’t have the self confidence of someone attractive.
I’ve also realised that AM6 has led to physical changes in my face over the course of the years. My girlfriend has observed multiple times to me that I’m very attractive, but that I wasn’t attractive when I was younger. The change roughly coincides with AM6. She calls me a late bloomer.
This is still true unfortunately. It’s clear that I am attractive, but I don’t feel attractive, and I don’t have the self confidence of someone attractive.
I’ve also realised that AM6 has led to physical changes in my face over the course of the years. My girlfriend has observed multiple times to me that I’m very attractive, but that I wasn’t attractive when I was younger. The change roughly coincides with AM6. She calls me a late bloomer.
