05-28-2023, 02:27 AM
May 18th
I'm feeling frustrated by people around me. I think it's triggered because of people in my city and country. I believe they are fools not cooperating with each other and making each other's lives a living hell. I just feel I don't deserve this. General interactions and social interactions, are creating challenges and problems in my life for no reason.
May 24th
The last few days, I have not been very tolerant with people. Couldn't take anything naive, discussions or actions. I have been a bit bold expressing alpha male qualities. People's reaction to me was showing more respect and opening up, being more straightforward and serious in our communications. Nothing big about this but I liked it as it happened on a couple of occasions.
Also, for the last week or so, I have been frustrated with my financial situation. I spend most of my day thinking about ways to increase my monthly income, at least double it.
Today is my ON day and I didn't want to listen because I am bored of it being two loops, at least that's what I tell myself. Patiently waiting for it to be just one loop.
I also noticed that since the 15th I had a huge surge of sexual energy, power. And this power has been subsiding the last 2 days.
May 26th
Things are not going well with my current work occupation and guilt is hitting me again. I feel unworthy and that I need to up my status on this matter.
That sexual energy was back this morning.
My mind is trying to figure out a way out of my unsuccessful life. To improve my financial status, my health, low energy, and other aspects of my life.
The changes in mindset and in my thinking that I observe are very deep and make me curious if I am going to be reading this journal a year or some years from now and realize that all these were the stepping stones to my great success/transformation.
May 27th
Found a practice that possibly magnifies my vitality, sexual energy. This practice has the potential of creating a huge breakthrough in my life. I found several other such practices in the past which I didn't follow up with as I couldn't complete them because of various reasons/excuses. This latest one is simple and its author explains how all other practices didn't work for him but this one did. Sounds too good to be true and the obvious marketing trick of them all. I will go with it for at least a month and observe. Even though you have to practice again and again to improve the practice itself first before judging/noticing the results, the first day it gave me so much vitality/energy already. I felt like I was 10 years younger for the whole day. I slept for only five hours and woke up on my own, fully fresh and rested. At night before going to sleep I was not tired at all. This is very rare, especially the last couple of years.
I mention the above as I am wondering if Maverick has some kind of manifestation module and made this happen. I have been struggling for years now to improve my energy levels and vitality. I found a lot of practices, none were good, straight-forward and easy to do. And not just that. It was perfect for me as for this practice you need to be very good at visualization, great focus while meditating (and in general, proficient with meditation) and energy sensitivity. Everything which I am good at, as a result, had quick success.
The other thing I want to mention is, I have been listening to Maverick for less than a month... almost a month. Among other things, my thinking changed tremendously. It matured more. I am way more down to earth, I have been rethinking many old decisions and choices and I see how I would do things differently. I can't imagine what a huge impact this already has and most importantly will have on the rest of my life. It's like if I could see the two parallel lives of mine, one with Maverick and one without, they would be two very different lives. And this is only a month of listening and from what I read the first 3-4 months are a warm-up for what is coming. One can only wonder.
I'm feeling frustrated by people around me. I think it's triggered because of people in my city and country. I believe they are fools not cooperating with each other and making each other's lives a living hell. I just feel I don't deserve this. General interactions and social interactions, are creating challenges and problems in my life for no reason.
May 24th
The last few days, I have not been very tolerant with people. Couldn't take anything naive, discussions or actions. I have been a bit bold expressing alpha male qualities. People's reaction to me was showing more respect and opening up, being more straightforward and serious in our communications. Nothing big about this but I liked it as it happened on a couple of occasions.
Also, for the last week or so, I have been frustrated with my financial situation. I spend most of my day thinking about ways to increase my monthly income, at least double it.
Today is my ON day and I didn't want to listen because I am bored of it being two loops, at least that's what I tell myself. Patiently waiting for it to be just one loop.
I also noticed that since the 15th I had a huge surge of sexual energy, power. And this power has been subsiding the last 2 days.
May 26th
Things are not going well with my current work occupation and guilt is hitting me again. I feel unworthy and that I need to up my status on this matter.
That sexual energy was back this morning.
My mind is trying to figure out a way out of my unsuccessful life. To improve my financial status, my health, low energy, and other aspects of my life.
The changes in mindset and in my thinking that I observe are very deep and make me curious if I am going to be reading this journal a year or some years from now and realize that all these were the stepping stones to my great success/transformation.
May 27th
Found a practice that possibly magnifies my vitality, sexual energy. This practice has the potential of creating a huge breakthrough in my life. I found several other such practices in the past which I didn't follow up with as I couldn't complete them because of various reasons/excuses. This latest one is simple and its author explains how all other practices didn't work for him but this one did. Sounds too good to be true and the obvious marketing trick of them all. I will go with it for at least a month and observe. Even though you have to practice again and again to improve the practice itself first before judging/noticing the results, the first day it gave me so much vitality/energy already. I felt like I was 10 years younger for the whole day. I slept for only five hours and woke up on my own, fully fresh and rested. At night before going to sleep I was not tired at all. This is very rare, especially the last couple of years.
I mention the above as I am wondering if Maverick has some kind of manifestation module and made this happen. I have been struggling for years now to improve my energy levels and vitality. I found a lot of practices, none were good, straight-forward and easy to do. And not just that. It was perfect for me as for this practice you need to be very good at visualization, great focus while meditating (and in general, proficient with meditation) and energy sensitivity. Everything which I am good at, as a result, had quick success.
The other thing I want to mention is, I have been listening to Maverick for less than a month... almost a month. Among other things, my thinking changed tremendously. It matured more. I am way more down to earth, I have been rethinking many old decisions and choices and I see how I would do things differently. I can't imagine what a huge impact this already has and most importantly will have on the rest of my life. It's like if I could see the two parallel lives of mine, one with Maverick and one without, they would be two very different lives. And this is only a month of listening and from what I read the first 3-4 months are a warm-up for what is coming. One can only wonder.
