05-02-2023, 10:54 PM
(05-02-2023, 10:07 PM)Benjamin Wrote: So talking to ONE girl taught you that beliefs are set? I'm pointing it out in a ridiculous way to shake that up, because that is not true.
But you are correct in that response and what you've reported you're much better off on OGSF. Hope OGSF helps shift some things for you.
No, not one girl, but many. Throughout my life, I've always tried to seduce women and have always come up short. Happens in a variety of ways. Mostly though, I can attract many 4, 5, and 6s easily because I know I wouldn't want to date them, generally. As for the 7+ girls, I either talk to them really well and then do something that makes myself appear less attractive or I just flat out act awkward and unlike myself. I've learned that the more likely I am to have sex with a girl, the more I make myself appear less attractive, either by being incoherent or just simply being weird. To me, that's self-sabotage at its finest since I feel no fear when talking to women. I'm guessing most of my fears and irrational beliefs come from my religious background. I feel like my mind associates these "sins" or negatively view things such as sex, having a lot of money, or simply having a self-centered way of thinking as really bad since they teach "sin" leads to death (including eternal death). Since my mind has been programmed to view these things as "deadly," my mind doesn't budge since it wants to protect me. At least that's my theory.
By "beliefs" I'm referring to the deeply rooting beliefs that come from fear, such as the ones in my case. I know beliefs can be changed. I was hoping that X4A-1000 could be a way around these fears. I just thought my stubborn beliefs towards women and sex could be more easily influenced if put in a different state and given new opportunities with X4A-1000. However, it looks like the only way I can achieve success with women is by removing these fears and irrational beliefs completely through OGSF. At the end of the day, it would have been hard to test this theory over the summer with the lack of girls around so I don't regret running it in the last month of school.
Also, been reading your OGSF journal. Hope it can make some profound changes for you
