7 loops (Day 4 of Cycle 5)
Today... was weird.
Sleeping for 7 hours with earbuds gets kind of annoying after a while so I was happy when I got to sleep on my rest night with no earbuds. But when I woke up, it was like the sub was having the complete opposite effect as the past 3 days on this cycle.
For example, it was pouring down raining outside this morning so instead of getting soaked, I decided to miss class (missed social opportunity). When I left my dorm room for the first time today to go grab a bite to eat, the first person as I leave my dorm room is a custodian but right when he made eye contact with me, he started to walk away like he didn't want to be next to me. Moments later, as I was walking I saw 2 girls that I know pretty well and said hi to them. They said hi back but it was almost like they were thinking "Why are you talking to me?" Then after that when I finally arrived at the dining hall, I grab my food and I see one of my friends and go to sit down with him but as I walk towards him, he immediately starts to get up and leave the table. He said he had to go to class. So for lunch I sat by myself.
Even when I went to the gym, usually I see a lot of girls but it was like 95% guys in there. I saw one girl I was attracted to and that was it.
If I'm being honest, I think there has been a huge difference of effects whenever I play the sub that night or when I don't. Before, there was no difference but now there is. Almost like my brain is fighting to limit my opportunities to see and talk to women like I have been the past 3 days. Note that the aura has fired just fine today when I'm around attractive women. The difference between from today and the past 3 days is from the number of opportunities to socialize. The past 3 days, I didn't have to try and people would find a way to talk to me. Today, it was the complete opposite.
I'm intrigued to see what will happen tomorrow since I'm starting Cycle 6.
Today... was weird.
Sleeping for 7 hours with earbuds gets kind of annoying after a while so I was happy when I got to sleep on my rest night with no earbuds. But when I woke up, it was like the sub was having the complete opposite effect as the past 3 days on this cycle.
For example, it was pouring down raining outside this morning so instead of getting soaked, I decided to miss class (missed social opportunity). When I left my dorm room for the first time today to go grab a bite to eat, the first person as I leave my dorm room is a custodian but right when he made eye contact with me, he started to walk away like he didn't want to be next to me. Moments later, as I was walking I saw 2 girls that I know pretty well and said hi to them. They said hi back but it was almost like they were thinking "Why are you talking to me?" Then after that when I finally arrived at the dining hall, I grab my food and I see one of my friends and go to sit down with him but as I walk towards him, he immediately starts to get up and leave the table. He said he had to go to class. So for lunch I sat by myself.
Even when I went to the gym, usually I see a lot of girls but it was like 95% guys in there. I saw one girl I was attracted to and that was it.
If I'm being honest, I think there has been a huge difference of effects whenever I play the sub that night or when I don't. Before, there was no difference but now there is. Almost like my brain is fighting to limit my opportunities to see and talk to women like I have been the past 3 days. Note that the aura has fired just fine today when I'm around attractive women. The difference between from today and the past 3 days is from the number of opportunities to socialize. The past 3 days, I didn't have to try and people would find a way to talk to me. Today, it was the complete opposite.
I'm intrigued to see what will happen tomorrow since I'm starting Cycle 6.
