04-12-2023, 06:09 PM
Day 5
***Just wanted to note, this is a lot. I wanted to give my results for the day, but I've just been typing away to the point where I basically wrote an essay for the day :/ That figures since I'm in college. Anyways, feel free to skim through it and feel free to ask questions/ comment if you want.
Listened to 4 loops of masked last night. Interestingly, I had the best night's rest that I've had in a while. Usually with hybrid, my nights are usually restless, waking up every now and then. With masked, I slept like a baby. Usually I wake up after my hybrid loops end but with masked, I kept on sleeping! Pretty interesting IMO. Thought it would be good to note.
Anyways, my morning was pretty frustrating to be honest because it felt as if the sub wasn't working. I've tried to make the effort to go around to places where there are naturally a lot of people: the library, cafeteria, class, etc. However, I ended up feeling frustrated because I wasn't receiving many reactions from the girls I found attractive. For example, there's one class I go to 3x a week and in that class, there are 2 girls I find particular attractive. My expectation was that the aura would start to get them to look at me more, smile at me more, etc. However, the best reaction I got was a long stare from one of the two girls when I entered the classroom and that was it. No smiling, not much eye contact, etc.
Frustrated, I went back to my place and grabbed some lunch before going to the gym. Like yesterday, I played the masked track for 5 mins as a refresher. And also like yesterday, it worked wonders.
Immediately as I walked outside, I was getting 10x more positive signals than I got that morning. At one point, as I was walking, 4 girls were crossing the street and walking right by me and all of them were giving me IOIs! One in particular looked so nervous to be next to me that her eyes kept bouncing from thing to thing as she was looking down, trying not to make eye contact with me. At this point I felt pretty good, but it only got better. Later, as I walked into the gym, there was a pretty hot blonde working out in the middle of the gym. As soon as I saw her, my heart dropped and instantly I was affecting her. She would sneak a look from time to time and when I moved to a different location in the gym, she straight up followed me to the same spot! Meanwhile, another girl I've met before but haven't talked in a while got into the gym (10/10 body, average face) was looking at me too, picking the bench right beside the machine I was on! I also had another girl I never met before (7/10) with her boyfriend sneaking in looks and one time I caught her by surprise and she acted like she never looked at me in the first place! Had another girl who I talked to before (7) looking at me as well. Not to mention, the girl who was too nervous to look at me on the sidewalk showed up as well. While working out, I was never able to get close to her. I was thinking about trying to get in her line of vision but decided to leave instead. As I was walking out, I was talking to one of my friends and as I turn around to say by to him, lo and behold she was walking right behind me! Call that sheer coincidence but I'm positive it was intentional by her. Just to give some background this is a girl that I've met before and she didn't express much interest at the time. How have things changed!
There is something important to note here and that is, I'm not getting so much smiling from women. My expectation with this sub was that girls would be smiling more, and be more willing to talk. So far, that's not the case. I have mostly gotten prolonged stares more than anything, and usually this happens from a long distance. Once I get close, girls don't smile or anything. They just stare. I feel like with all of these cases, these girls are more nervous than anything. I've had 5, 6s smile at me but for the 7, 8, and 9s... well, they just stare. Obviously, many have boyfriends, but not all of them. However, I'm wondering if I'm being too intimidating towards them. For example, when I was at the gym today, I asked one girl, with a smile, if the machine was taken. She started smiling back and said, "No it isn't." but she kept giving me the biggest smile, as if I made her day. Maybe if I just smile more and give some compliments, these girls might be open to talk some more.
Interestingly, I will say that I'm naturally fearful from these results. I mean, it feels scary having these 7s, 8s, 9s looking at you all the time because now you have to have something prepared to say just in case they want to start a conversation! I'm hoping that this can feel natural, thus allowing me to be cool and calm through it all. I would also like to note, I have very little experience with women so while all this may seem like a lot of attention, I need to convert that into some kind of physical intimacy.
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@Shannon What would be the best way to go about this? Should I wait until they come up to me and talk or should I initiate? Also, what would happen if someone, for example, was in my class and we were in the same room for 2-3 hours a week. If I said nothing, would they build up so much tension that they would have to come talk to me?
***Just wanted to note, this is a lot. I wanted to give my results for the day, but I've just been typing away to the point where I basically wrote an essay for the day :/ That figures since I'm in college. Anyways, feel free to skim through it and feel free to ask questions/ comment if you want.
Listened to 4 loops of masked last night. Interestingly, I had the best night's rest that I've had in a while. Usually with hybrid, my nights are usually restless, waking up every now and then. With masked, I slept like a baby. Usually I wake up after my hybrid loops end but with masked, I kept on sleeping! Pretty interesting IMO. Thought it would be good to note.
Anyways, my morning was pretty frustrating to be honest because it felt as if the sub wasn't working. I've tried to make the effort to go around to places where there are naturally a lot of people: the library, cafeteria, class, etc. However, I ended up feeling frustrated because I wasn't receiving many reactions from the girls I found attractive. For example, there's one class I go to 3x a week and in that class, there are 2 girls I find particular attractive. My expectation was that the aura would start to get them to look at me more, smile at me more, etc. However, the best reaction I got was a long stare from one of the two girls when I entered the classroom and that was it. No smiling, not much eye contact, etc.
Frustrated, I went back to my place and grabbed some lunch before going to the gym. Like yesterday, I played the masked track for 5 mins as a refresher. And also like yesterday, it worked wonders.
Immediately as I walked outside, I was getting 10x more positive signals than I got that morning. At one point, as I was walking, 4 girls were crossing the street and walking right by me and all of them were giving me IOIs! One in particular looked so nervous to be next to me that her eyes kept bouncing from thing to thing as she was looking down, trying not to make eye contact with me. At this point I felt pretty good, but it only got better. Later, as I walked into the gym, there was a pretty hot blonde working out in the middle of the gym. As soon as I saw her, my heart dropped and instantly I was affecting her. She would sneak a look from time to time and when I moved to a different location in the gym, she straight up followed me to the same spot! Meanwhile, another girl I've met before but haven't talked in a while got into the gym (10/10 body, average face) was looking at me too, picking the bench right beside the machine I was on! I also had another girl I never met before (7/10) with her boyfriend sneaking in looks and one time I caught her by surprise and she acted like she never looked at me in the first place! Had another girl who I talked to before (7) looking at me as well. Not to mention, the girl who was too nervous to look at me on the sidewalk showed up as well. While working out, I was never able to get close to her. I was thinking about trying to get in her line of vision but decided to leave instead. As I was walking out, I was talking to one of my friends and as I turn around to say by to him, lo and behold she was walking right behind me! Call that sheer coincidence but I'm positive it was intentional by her. Just to give some background this is a girl that I've met before and she didn't express much interest at the time. How have things changed!
There is something important to note here and that is, I'm not getting so much smiling from women. My expectation with this sub was that girls would be smiling more, and be more willing to talk. So far, that's not the case. I have mostly gotten prolonged stares more than anything, and usually this happens from a long distance. Once I get close, girls don't smile or anything. They just stare. I feel like with all of these cases, these girls are more nervous than anything. I've had 5, 6s smile at me but for the 7, 8, and 9s... well, they just stare. Obviously, many have boyfriends, but not all of them. However, I'm wondering if I'm being too intimidating towards them. For example, when I was at the gym today, I asked one girl, with a smile, if the machine was taken. She started smiling back and said, "No it isn't." but she kept giving me the biggest smile, as if I made her day. Maybe if I just smile more and give some compliments, these girls might be open to talk some more.
Interestingly, I will say that I'm naturally fearful from these results. I mean, it feels scary having these 7s, 8s, 9s looking at you all the time because now you have to have something prepared to say just in case they want to start a conversation! I'm hoping that this can feel natural, thus allowing me to be cool and calm through it all. I would also like to note, I have very little experience with women so while all this may seem like a lot of attention, I need to convert that into some kind of physical intimacy.
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@Shannon What would be the best way to go about this? Should I wait until they come up to me and talk or should I initiate? Also, what would happen if someone, for example, was in my class and we were in the same room for 2-3 hours a week. If I said nothing, would they build up so much tension that they would have to come talk to me?
