04-06-2023, 03:46 PM
I am trying to remain objective as I write this, its been more than one month of using Maverick, before I say how I feel and what I see I want to highlight how I used to feel before Maverick
Before Maverick (using DMSI)
I was pretty much feeling really good on most days, almost every day, no resistance, incredible celebrity effect, but one problem is often fatigue and exhaustion.
I consider myself at a very good personal growth comparing my age and my surroundings.
I feel emotionally stable and low fear level that most people around me
I used to feel fulfilled by my day to day life
After one month of Maverick?
I cant say exactly what’s going on, but I am experiencing a lot of anxiety especially in social events (not experienced before, as I see myself very confident in social events)
I did experience glimpses of female attraction here and there, so there is that.
One issue is currently I experience A LOT of negative emotions which many of them during social event
Emotions like
Envy
Jealousy
Lack of confident
Imposter
Lack of personality and style
In my head
In addition to this, during my daily life that no major social event I feel very very unfulfilled with my daily routine…..which is the opposite of what I used to feel before Maverick
I am not sure why feel so much negativity on this sub, but from previous experiences, whenever I felt this way, was always because of over use or over exposure to subliminal loops, so I its good that now I am on 1 loop use
Also regarding being unfulfilled with daily life perhaps with Maverick my view is changing, what was really good and nice for me is simply no longer enough.
All these remain as theories only
Before Maverick (using DMSI)
I was pretty much feeling really good on most days, almost every day, no resistance, incredible celebrity effect, but one problem is often fatigue and exhaustion.
I consider myself at a very good personal growth comparing my age and my surroundings.
I feel emotionally stable and low fear level that most people around me
I used to feel fulfilled by my day to day life
After one month of Maverick?
I cant say exactly what’s going on, but I am experiencing a lot of anxiety especially in social events (not experienced before, as I see myself very confident in social events)
I did experience glimpses of female attraction here and there, so there is that.
One issue is currently I experience A LOT of negative emotions which many of them during social event
Emotions like
Envy
Jealousy
Lack of confident
Imposter
Lack of personality and style
In my head
In addition to this, during my daily life that no major social event I feel very very unfulfilled with my daily routine…..which is the opposite of what I used to feel before Maverick
I am not sure why feel so much negativity on this sub, but from previous experiences, whenever I felt this way, was always because of over use or over exposure to subliminal loops, so I its good that now I am on 1 loop use
Also regarding being unfulfilled with daily life perhaps with Maverick my view is changing, what was really good and nice for me is simply no longer enough.
All these remain as theories only
