03-31-2023, 12:58 PM
(03-30-2023, 01:47 AM)findingme Wrote: I find myself trying to foul up my getting-ready routine to get out the door. Like there's some "relief" by messing up. Or failing when it's not needed. Punishing myself makes a lot of self-inflicted pain. Doesn't make much sense. Not at all.
Another possibility - you are healing so that you are "allowing" yourself small "failures" - overcoming perfectionism. Learning that failure is not always fatal.
