03-05-2023, 01:55 PM
I can feel it, my lost motivation is coming back, is been ages since I felt this way like a kid filled with desires and hope.
My decisions were burdening me since forever because I stir from my way to another for satisfying others desires, it's not like I never knew what was the right choice, didn't make it real because I ate all that bullshit they threw at me believing it was true, now look at me following the other path with no hope living in misery, this is their so called "true"? that's stupid, I might be dead as well and there is no difference.
This time I will do it right, no more loyalty no more shame nor fear or guilt.
My decisions were burdening me since forever because I stir from my way to another for satisfying others desires, it's not like I never knew what was the right choice, didn't make it real because I ate all that bullshit they threw at me believing it was true, now look at me following the other path with no hope living in misery, this is their so called "true"? that's stupid, I might be dead as well and there is no difference.
This time I will do it right, no more loyalty no more shame nor fear or guilt.
