02-04-2023, 08:13 AM
I'm starting to understand, I was having troubles trying to accept me because I felt guilty (something as if I'm indebted to someone else for whatever reason and going against it will be like betraying them), in truth I enjoy so much being alone because is a pain to deal with people and their constant flow of stimulus, then the fear of loneliness comes from overprotecting parents, lot of shame and the problems that arises from it and guilt of course. I can also trace back most of the decisions I took way back based on those emotions.
No need to hold back now.
No need to hold back now.