01-28-2023, 06:45 AM
So...
I started using E1 like almost 4 and a half years ago, and since then, I've been healing (because even the 16 months of UMS was basically just spent healing whatever got in the way of financial abundance)
I use MLS for like a year, but otherwise, it's mostly been healing. The reason I bring this up is because I'm not sure which sub to get once this sub's time is up. The time is fast approaching to either CONTINUE using UH for another 3-6 months then switch to the latest OGSF, go back to MLS for another 3-6 months and try to learn something while I wait for the latest version OGSF to come out, OR.... switch over to the latest version of UMS because I REALLY want enough money to live independently.
My brother is a social worker and has recently helped me move out for the first time in my life and live on my own, at the age of 33. Problem is, it's a low income housing apartment. I'm tired of working shitty jobs, tired of living with assistance from the gov and I don't like the fact that on our first day here, my brother got into a pissing contest with one of the apartment's residents over people being allowed to smoke in their apartments. HE threatened to use his connections (he's worked with senators and every judge in the city loves him, etc) to get the rules changed about people being allowed to smoke in their apartments, and even though he's just a social worker, I know he could probably do it if he really wanted to spend the time and money. What has me worried about this is that I feel like this place ain't really mine. I'm just living in it with the blessings of my family and the state. I hate it. I want a place that's truly MY OWN and I don't want to have to suck shit and do stuff I don't wanna do in order to have that sort of financial freedom. I feel like it's just an ILLUSION of financial freedom I'm being given here, and I know that feeling that way is not good for manifesting/attracting better stuff into my life.
So I'm really torn up here. Which way do I go? UMS or OFGS? And if I choose OGSF, what do I use in the meantime? UMSv1? MLS? UH?
It feels like I've spent the better part of 4 and a half years healing and I would have figured I'd be ready to move onto manifesting (romance, money, etc) by now, you know?
So what should I do? If anybody has any advice, I'd like to hear it. Thanks.
I started using E1 like almost 4 and a half years ago, and since then, I've been healing (because even the 16 months of UMS was basically just spent healing whatever got in the way of financial abundance)
I use MLS for like a year, but otherwise, it's mostly been healing. The reason I bring this up is because I'm not sure which sub to get once this sub's time is up. The time is fast approaching to either CONTINUE using UH for another 3-6 months then switch to the latest OGSF, go back to MLS for another 3-6 months and try to learn something while I wait for the latest version OGSF to come out, OR.... switch over to the latest version of UMS because I REALLY want enough money to live independently.
My brother is a social worker and has recently helped me move out for the first time in my life and live on my own, at the age of 33. Problem is, it's a low income housing apartment. I'm tired of working shitty jobs, tired of living with assistance from the gov and I don't like the fact that on our first day here, my brother got into a pissing contest with one of the apartment's residents over people being allowed to smoke in their apartments. HE threatened to use his connections (he's worked with senators and every judge in the city loves him, etc) to get the rules changed about people being allowed to smoke in their apartments, and even though he's just a social worker, I know he could probably do it if he really wanted to spend the time and money. What has me worried about this is that I feel like this place ain't really mine. I'm just living in it with the blessings of my family and the state. I hate it. I want a place that's truly MY OWN and I don't want to have to suck shit and do stuff I don't wanna do in order to have that sort of financial freedom. I feel like it's just an ILLUSION of financial freedom I'm being given here, and I know that feeling that way is not good for manifesting/attracting better stuff into my life.
So I'm really torn up here. Which way do I go? UMS or OFGS? And if I choose OGSF, what do I use in the meantime? UMSv1? MLS? UH?
It feels like I've spent the better part of 4 and a half years healing and I would have figured I'd be ready to move onto manifesting (romance, money, etc) by now, you know?
So what should I do? If anybody has any advice, I'd like to hear it. Thanks.
