01-13-2023, 11:08 AM
Thanks!
So, I kinda mistakenly put Stage 2 on constant loop yesternight, but I feel good. I have lots of work to do right now and several leads on potential jobs. Been going to meetings organized by that foundation for people with disabilities - it makes me feel a little less lonely, though the meetings vary from very useful to pointless. My psychotherapist is worried I'm going to overwork myself, so I'm gonna have to watch out for that.
Feeling a little bit better in general. Although frankly I can't wait until I've done at least six months of UMS because I frankly feel drawn to attraction subs the most due to my loneliness. So once I'm financially set (and everything seems to be pointing in the direction that soon I'll have a stable job of some sort, with stable income) I'm most likely going to switch back to DMSI 3.5 or maybe give X4A a spin. Although DMSI has manifestation included in the package and I could use that due to my current circumstances (I don't get to interact with too many attractive women on a daily basis).
Two more weeks of Stage 2, then it's on to Stage 3.
So, I kinda mistakenly put Stage 2 on constant loop yesternight, but I feel good. I have lots of work to do right now and several leads on potential jobs. Been going to meetings organized by that foundation for people with disabilities - it makes me feel a little less lonely, though the meetings vary from very useful to pointless. My psychotherapist is worried I'm going to overwork myself, so I'm gonna have to watch out for that.
Feeling a little bit better in general. Although frankly I can't wait until I've done at least six months of UMS because I frankly feel drawn to attraction subs the most due to my loneliness. So once I'm financially set (and everything seems to be pointing in the direction that soon I'll have a stable job of some sort, with stable income) I'm most likely going to switch back to DMSI 3.5 or maybe give X4A a spin. Although DMSI has manifestation included in the package and I could use that due to my current circumstances (I don't get to interact with too many attractive women on a daily basis).
Two more weeks of Stage 2, then it's on to Stage 3.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
