I dreamed I stood up for myself and others who were being ridiculed and laughed at by a large group. Despite my fear that wanted me to fade in with the crowd and pretend I was one of them I walked up to one of the people making fun of us and called them out. It’s awesome to see such progress in a dream. I wasn’t fully over my fear, but it was an inspiring dream nonetheless.
I’ve been thinking about my past mistakes and the ugly selfish part of myself (not the healthy selfish part). And I’ve been trying to shine the light on the reasons that part of me is the way it is and not run away from the negative emotions. I feel the pain from my past wrongdoings and try to understand so I can become the man I want to be. Not in some vague ideally way that society tells you, like some nice guy, but in a stand up way that comes from a place of personal values and strength.
Edit: Also Hybrid_TS has me taking 4 days off instead of 2. I’m liking the progress from Hybrid.
I’ve been thinking about my past mistakes and the ugly selfish part of myself (not the healthy selfish part). And I’ve been trying to shine the light on the reasons that part of me is the way it is and not run away from the negative emotions. I feel the pain from my past wrongdoings and try to understand so I can become the man I want to be. Not in some vague ideally way that society tells you, like some nice guy, but in a stand up way that comes from a place of personal values and strength.
Edit: Also Hybrid_TS has me taking 4 days off instead of 2. I’m liking the progress from Hybrid.
