12-02-2022, 07:54 PM
(11-30-2022, 04:09 PM)Sky Wrote:(11-30-2022, 03:08 PM)Frosted Wrote: After worrying if 7 months was going to be enough and feeling hopeless, I am having a sudden breakthrough. I see the light at the end of the tunnel and hope that the changes continue. I’ll probably look back at OF4 as a turning point in my journey.
That's awesome Frosted!
Thanks man. Things are looking promising. If they turn out how I hope they will by the end of this run, it’ll be like going from walking with crutches to being able to jog with ease. Or at least to walk without crutches.
Quick side tangent. I have viewed my journey so far as this:
Before subs: Helpless. Laying on the ground barely being able to twitch. Like too much gravity pulling me down to the ground
After 5 years: Barely standing up. Unable to walk.
After the last 2 years (LTU6): Walking with crutches.
Perhaps after this run of OF4 is finished: Walking without crutches (hopefully)
Few years of UMS2: Jogging (hopefully)
???: Sprinting
???: Flying
???: ???
It really feels like I might finally be able to rid myself of my deep insecurities. It’s crazy to think how much of a qualitative change OF4 may be bringing me (I say may because the run is not yet over).