09-05-2012, 07:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-05-2012, 08:06 PM by RainbowAbyss.)
@ the K-train...
results from sex magnet? mmm its hard to say-if by results you mean feel sexually connected with woman every way I go ...then yes...if you mean woman approach me still...the hover like crazy but I am very closed off to random socializing these days...I also get so turned on by woman its insane. and see them as so beautiful..like divinely beautiful these days.. that seems to be amping up from the sex magnet...but its just that I am only really open to appreciating..I'm almost actively holding myself back from anything else..accept this time its about staying in the fire of loving my life without woman or chasing pxxxy. Its getting harder and harder though, especially as I am feeling more and more free and self sufficient. I am in at the end of a important transition period..finalizing exactly where I want to go next and starting to act towards it..but who now's..there is a constant dissonance in my life while I try to move into full finical independence and out of self defeating patterns with myself and in certain friendships and family ties. I wish I felt more open to that kind of thing again, sex magnet stuff,..I don't know I want to put some more energy into it...especially since I feel really self accepting and fulfilled these days there is really nothing to lose.
Actually now that I think of it I definitely notice/feel the effects of sex magnet as the underlying base to my life and how I think, act, and relate with woman. Its like everything is driven towards sex...No wonder I'm all business and no relationships still lol Its not quite as enjoyable in the womanizing sense as being on full blown sex magnet..but I ran alpha two month (stages 3 and 6) and that definitely tuned the whole thing away from a more sexual, social, and ease flow to a more boss, aloof, and gentleman, in the badass sense of course lol, like manner. In general I have that really 'high standard' thing going on, maybe to much. A lot of qualification mindset, perhaps not enough joy de vivre
I feel like I'm kind of in the process of real healing around my ability to have intimacy and that includes being willing to be with very specific kind of people..this healing is merging a sense a wholeness of my self and life with or without woman. In the intermittent time-my player-hood has taken a back seat...but the two shall return together very soon...I can sense it coming lol
In any case I think I am gonna run LM f with EIP and then AOS, your mistake was a great idea, with overcome fear...followed by ASC 5.0 and then Alpha or WM 2.0--- the decision looms like two impossibly perfect entrees of which I cannot decide.
results from sex magnet? mmm its hard to say-if by results you mean feel sexually connected with woman every way I go ...then yes...if you mean woman approach me still...the hover like crazy but I am very closed off to random socializing these days...I also get so turned on by woman its insane. and see them as so beautiful..like divinely beautiful these days.. that seems to be amping up from the sex magnet...but its just that I am only really open to appreciating..I'm almost actively holding myself back from anything else..accept this time its about staying in the fire of loving my life without woman or chasing pxxxy. Its getting harder and harder though, especially as I am feeling more and more free and self sufficient. I am in at the end of a important transition period..finalizing exactly where I want to go next and starting to act towards it..but who now's..there is a constant dissonance in my life while I try to move into full finical independence and out of self defeating patterns with myself and in certain friendships and family ties. I wish I felt more open to that kind of thing again, sex magnet stuff,..I don't know I want to put some more energy into it...especially since I feel really self accepting and fulfilled these days there is really nothing to lose.
Actually now that I think of it I definitely notice/feel the effects of sex magnet as the underlying base to my life and how I think, act, and relate with woman. Its like everything is driven towards sex...No wonder I'm all business and no relationships still lol Its not quite as enjoyable in the womanizing sense as being on full blown sex magnet..but I ran alpha two month (stages 3 and 6) and that definitely tuned the whole thing away from a more sexual, social, and ease flow to a more boss, aloof, and gentleman, in the badass sense of course lol, like manner. In general I have that really 'high standard' thing going on, maybe to much. A lot of qualification mindset, perhaps not enough joy de vivre
I feel like I'm kind of in the process of real healing around my ability to have intimacy and that includes being willing to be with very specific kind of people..this healing is merging a sense a wholeness of my self and life with or without woman. In the intermittent time-my player-hood has taken a back seat...but the two shall return together very soon...I can sense it coming lolIn any case I think I am gonna run LM f with EIP and then AOS, your mistake was a great idea, with overcome fear...followed by ASC 5.0 and then Alpha or WM 2.0--- the decision looms like two impossibly perfect entrees of which I cannot decide.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
