Day off 3 Cycle 18:
Welp Like I said in the discussion, My initiative has increased at work.
I also got someone to help me with my private live. (as an externale source so now the sub and the coach can work together)
I also noticed that my want to use Aura of Love becomes stronger everyday...
Even more so after I learned that somethings I thought were because of fear might be caused by lack of self love instead.
It's also possible that my subconcious is trying to let me stop useing it. if this is the case I'm wondering what can be removed in the time I have left. (I will be done at the first week of March)
I also noticed I can deal with uncertainly lately wich is nice as well.
To bad I messed up the whole no fap thing because I still enjoyed it to much somewhere but I'm also noticing I really need to stop it, I just need to find the strength to stop it again.
Having more distractions in life would be helpfull too but oh well there's no hurry.
Everything OCF4 cant remove will be later removed with Aura of Love later on anyway so everything is gonna be alright.
Welp Like I said in the discussion, My initiative has increased at work.
I also got someone to help me with my private live. (as an externale source so now the sub and the coach can work together)
I also noticed that my want to use Aura of Love becomes stronger everyday...
Even more so after I learned that somethings I thought were because of fear might be caused by lack of self love instead.
It's also possible that my subconcious is trying to let me stop useing it. if this is the case I'm wondering what can be removed in the time I have left. (I will be done at the first week of March)
I also noticed I can deal with uncertainly lately wich is nice as well.
To bad I messed up the whole no fap thing because I still enjoyed it to much somewhere but I'm also noticing I really need to stop it, I just need to find the strength to stop it again.
Having more distractions in life would be helpfull too but oh well there's no hurry.
Everything OCF4 cant remove will be later removed with Aura of Love later on anyway so everything is gonna be alright.
