10-27-2022, 10:51 AM
Cycle #21 On #1
Think I'm encountering resistance since reducing the off days down to two. I've been contemplating switching subs due to a feeling of stagnation again. This would be a mistake as fear is the core problem I face and have faced for a long time, and nothing I could run such as AM6 or DMSI would help to resolve that.
In addition, I've also been feeling positive about reducing the days off further then two, but I'll wait until next cycle to decide on that. Whatever I'm experiencing doesn't like what's happening.
My dreaming has also been enjoyable, and has been focusing around workgirl a lot. I think she also has been affected, as she appeared more nervous before the current week's break. I think she had a dream about me, which OF brought about. I wonder what happened. On my end, I think I had a short lived sexual dream involving her.
Think I'm encountering resistance since reducing the off days down to two. I've been contemplating switching subs due to a feeling of stagnation again. This would be a mistake as fear is the core problem I face and have faced for a long time, and nothing I could run such as AM6 or DMSI would help to resolve that.
In addition, I've also been feeling positive about reducing the days off further then two, but I'll wait until next cycle to decide on that. Whatever I'm experiencing doesn't like what's happening.
My dreaming has also been enjoyable, and has been focusing around workgirl a lot. I think she also has been affected, as she appeared more nervous before the current week's break. I think she had a dream about me, which OF brought about. I wonder what happened. On my end, I think I had a short lived sexual dream involving her.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
