09-21-2022, 08:05 PM
Cycle #13 Off #2
Long day yesterday as I had to stay back for open evening. It went surprisingly well. The most difficult part wasn't actually interacting with the parents, it was more so being on my own without anyone to tag along with.
One of the challenging parts of the evening was being around work girl. My body language was pretty submissive when I had to be apart of a large group involving her, but my fear was manageable and I thought I did pretty well considering. Look's like we're ignoring each other again, despite the good will I've shown towards her. I feel more at ease with this now however, as I feel I've done all I can to reconcile with her.
In other news, I feel that I'm putting myself in more difficult situations where I can test my level of comfortableness. Whether that standing up more during a lesson, to moving around when I was previously stuck in my seat. I like where OFv4 is taking me.
Long day yesterday as I had to stay back for open evening. It went surprisingly well. The most difficult part wasn't actually interacting with the parents, it was more so being on my own without anyone to tag along with.
One of the challenging parts of the evening was being around work girl. My body language was pretty submissive when I had to be apart of a large group involving her, but my fear was manageable and I thought I did pretty well considering. Look's like we're ignoring each other again, despite the good will I've shown towards her. I feel more at ease with this now however, as I feel I've done all I can to reconcile with her.
In other news, I feel that I'm putting myself in more difficult situations where I can test my level of comfortableness. Whether that standing up more during a lesson, to moving around when I was previously stuck in my seat. I like where OFv4 is taking me.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)